eddie's girl

sisters home

TW/VAPE/WEED/SH/PILLS
i wake up. about to get ready for school. i hear the door bell ring. i walk down stairs, and open the door.
" SIS" i yell
" Y/N" she yells
" OMG UR REALLY HERE" i say
" YESS" she says
" omg i'm so happy right now. but i have to get to school" i say
" its ok i'll pick u up" she says
" ok love you" i say
" bye love you too" she says
i start to head upstairs and get ready. i throw on black sweats and a red crop top with a black sweater. i grab my coffee vape and put it in my bra. i walk down stairs and grab my things and leave. i walk 5 blocks away from my house and take out my vape. i hit it until i get to school. when i arrived at a the school i shoved it back in my bra. i walk over to eddie.
" hey mi amor" i say
" hi y/n" he says
" did i do something wrong" i ask
" no y/n i've got to go" he says
" oh ok" i say
i run to the bathroom and grab my razor. what did i do i think. i run the blade on my arm. i wanna say about to 30 times. i pull my sleeve back down. i head to first period. shit i think i'm going to see eddie. i get to class.
" y/n why are you late" the teacher ask
" i'm sorry miss" i say
i head to my set. i put my head down. someone taps my shoulder.
" what" i say
" im sorry. i was just in a bad mood" eddie says
" oh it's ok" i say
" i have a question" eddie ask
" yes" i ask
"what's.. never mind i'm sorry for being a dick today" eddie says
" it's ok " i respond
skip to after school.
" oh hey y/n"
" oh hey max" i say
" wanna come over" she ask
" i would love to but my sisters in town"
" oh ok next time" she says
" oh max let's not be rude. let's give the pretty girl a ride home"
" u are" i ask
" billy maxs older brother" billy says
" oh umm sure" i say
i get in the car. and give them my address
" thank you billy and max see u monday" i say
" by lovely" billy says
" billy bye y/n" max says
i walk inside no one's home. i walked up stairs until someone stopped me.
" y/n"
" yes?" i say
" it's steve " he says
"steve what the fuck are you doing in my house" i ask
" i wanted to talk" he says
" ok about what" i ask
" us" he says
" what about us?" i ask
" i know you like me and i like you to"
" ok?"
" y/n l/n will you be my girlfriend" he ask
i pause.
" y yes yes i will" i reply
he smiles and kisses me. i hug him tight. i never really had a bf.
" want a drink" i ask
" water please" he answers
i go to the kitchen and text my sister.
where are you guys at?
where driving back to my place so i can grab more things.
oh ok
i feel someone hug me around my waist
" yes mi amor" i ask
" nothing" he says
i give him his water and we head up stairs. he throws me on my bed
" jerk"
he just smirks. we cuddle and watch a movie nightmare before Christmas. after the movie was done he kissed me goodbye and left. wow i really have a boyfriend. i head up stairs and check my phone.
NEW MESSAGE
oh it's from my mom
mom: ur so fucking useless. i hate your ass so much i hope you end up like your sister. fuck you.
me: what i do?
mom: shut your ass up bitch fuck you. you cunt.
i stop texting my mom. i grab my razor and run it across my thighs and arms. i'm not feeling it. i grab my lighter and put it into my thigh, i scream.
GOD DAMN IT FUCK. i look at my hips and the razor. i grab the razor and run it across my thighs. i run to the bathroom and grab hella pills. i swallow them and pass out.