🧡"Tall bitch."🧡 part 3

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by fluffed_duck

by fluffed_duck

Me and Tommy headed to P.E since Ella had history as her next class, we headed to the changing rooms and dressed, i noticed a few boys, along with Tom whispering and looking at me. As we walked out of the changing room we were told to stand in a line within some yellow line, it was so that the Gym teacher could explain what we needed to do. As I was attentively listening to the teacher Tommy whispered to me, "Why did you put your gym shirt over your school uniform?" He whispered while looking at the gym teacher, trying to fake paying attention.

'Because I'm trans, Tom.'
I didn't say that out loud, but in my head. I shift uncomfortably and Tom Notices. "I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable.." He said taking a step or two back, I felt guilty by the fact he thought he did something wrong. "No its not your fault, I did it for personal reasons. and for the sake of my reputation."

Tom sighed relieved, and once again apologized. We got permission to start the gym training-thing and funny enough, I finished first. It was consisted of jumping on those wooden high blocks, then we had to climb a wide, standing ladder and ring a bell on the top of a rope. I did it without much effort, as I noticed Tom, staring at my shirt, I was confused and looked for myself, half of my binder was shining through the white shirt, I asked the gym teacher if I could go to the bathroom and cried there.

What if he hates me now?
What if he thinks I'm weird?
What if he tells the whole school?
What if-

"M/N? Are you okay..?" I heard Tommy sounding confused, "Can you leave me alone please, Tom." I sniffled, i didn't care if he knew I cried.

"Can I atleast ask you something?" He asked.
"Hm?.."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"..."
"M/N?"
I unlocked the bathroom stall, slamming it in Tom's face. I didn't care.

I changed my clothes and I ran out of the gym building, making my way to a area at the school building. It was a few trees with some flowers, and bushes. It looked like a nice place so I skipped Gym there. I pulled out my phone and put on "Juliet - by cavetown"

"I need to cry, but I can't get anything out of my eyes, or my head. Did I die?"

"I need to run, but I can't
Get out of bed for anyone
Not for you, ooh"

"My sour boy is a pain
I wanna shoot him in the brain
But I'd miss him in the morning
It really hurts
When I need to so bad, but I can't see her
My Juliet, my special girl"

As I heard that lyric, I immediately thought about Tommy. It described how I felt about him, how I understood him.

And then,

CRACK

Tommy fell through one of the bushes landing with his stomach on my knees, him grunting in pain. as he sat up I saw his face was bleeding a bit, "M/n I'm so sorry but I was looking for you after you ran out and then I saw your h/c hair and when I walked closer I fell and I'm so-" He rambled, but I cut him off.

"It's alright." I muttered out as I looked away.

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yay
i did it
i posted again
its 3 am 4 me and I'm tired
I cant do this no more
help
i am really sorry I didn't upload
forgive me pls
bye
i am going to sleep now
bye
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