Y'all. I got paid another 2 bucks if I made a thomato fanfic .
It's in my profile, check it out if u want me to get more money mueheheheh⚠️⚠️MENTIONS OF SUICIDE ⚠️⚠️
Btw
Everytjing here is like fake
But some things here are stuff I think
So like
YeahNobody's pov:
"Hey, Teucer. Where's your parents? Do you have any other siblings?" Klee asked, wanting to know how similar she and her classmate was.
"My parents are somewhere in another country, that's what my brother said. Butttt, he was crying while saying that and he seemed like he was lying. We were at a hospital because my sister, Tonia, sprained her ankle, but she was walking completely fine. She was also crying, so I don't get it. How about you? " Teucer responds, making Klee have her eyes widen as she realized how unfortunate Teucer was.
"Ah, well ... Mr Diluc isn't actually my brother, but he takes care of me since I don't have any family anymore. . . " Klee cried, fidgeting with her tiny hands.
They both stayed silent, eating their sandwiches next to each other while trying not to cry. Since then, anything regarding the word
"Family"
wasn't brought up for years.Fast forward to when Klee's in college..... . .. . .
(Contains angst btw)Klees pov:
Argh, my head hurts like hell. The amount of assignments I have are making my head throb and my fingers were numb from typing on the computer. It's 3 am, and I need to go at 5 am. Looks like I'm not getting any sleep again.
This sucks. Why did the college make my studies hundred times more stressful? They decided to add on more shit to learn, more projects, more lessons after school, argh.
I wonder,
Would Kaeya and Albedo have to go through this stress as well?
Is this one of the reasons Kaeya committed su!cide? Maybe, but high school was less stressful.
If he had to experience living in this hellhole we call "the key to our future",
Would he even have a future? Or would he have thrown the key away and decide to keep on living happily? Maybe, he would throw both of them away, to end his suffering?Somehow, thinking these things are making me feel like doing them. But of course, I won't. It's funny how alot of people say
"I want to end myself."
But when their about to die, they take back on their words. They scream, sob and cry for help since they actually want to live. It's the same thing for me, when your scared to live but don't want to die.
Kaeya was a different case though. He wasn't scared of anything, he just didn't wanna do anything. He wanted to die, just because he didn't want to live.I wonder what happened to the old me, haha. Diluc is still here, his really healthy and nice. He makes me happy.
I don't want him to feel sad, so I'm not going to do anything bad. I'll keep on studying, until I finally can get a nice job. I wanna be a idol, like Kaeya.The future is something I'm not looking forward to at all. Even if the best thing happens, it'll happen only once. Then, this energy draining day will happen again, and again, and again, as if there isn't an end to the cruel world until you accomplish what you worked your whole life for.
The past is something you can never run from. Even if you want to escape it and change into a new person, it will never leave your side. Whatever you have done will shine like gold (hehehe zhongli) in the back of your head, where all your memories are neglected. It's scary, really.
The present is something that happens and you can't take back. If you live in a society that you hate, you can't magically time travel to the future or back to the past just to feel loved and happy again. You need to live with the situation your in, no matter what. It's terrifying, really. If you make a little mistake in the present, it'll affect your future greatly.
I'm scared of everything. The past, the future, the present. I don't know what'll happen to me, or to Diluc, or to my friends, but I don't mind spending time with them until I die.
Besides, it's better to love those who are on your side until their gone.
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Schooool is hellll
That's why I wrote thattt
Anyways I'll be writing cute kaebedo stuff from now onwards.I LOVE U ALL
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Fanfictionmodern au :) kaeya x albedo fanfic (not kazuha and albedo 😃) story cover is not mine! credits to them :) characters belong to mihoyo (genshin impact) lmao I wanted to do oneshots but ppl said it would be better to do a whole story so here I might d...