Gracie left about an hour ago so its just me and Leo now and I just keeping thinking of all the boys that try and have sex with me but don't very care about my personality why do boys see a girl and only wanna fuck what happen to falling in love and and then fucking "hahah ". I sat on my bed with Leo..... "Leo ! ... "yes "... "why do boy's only ever want to only fuck me like do they not see me and like me for my personalty am I a horabale person".. I say pouting my lip..."No but you look supper fuck able let's see you got a fat ass big titis and small wasit with a gorguse face" ....!!!!!!!!I laughed. I always loved getting complets.....
"BUT they get blind by your body so much that they don't care how you act, they just want to devour you.. and im your gay bestfriend and I stiill even be looking at you body with lust haahh!!!!" ... a"haah omg Leo" ... I threw a pillow ... "Thank you !!!" I say Smiling feeling a little better .. "of course!!! gummy"
A few hours later .....
One of his men is driving me over to the mansion and his name is Eric supper nice guy called me marshmallow! .... He said I remind him of something sweet and soft, something like a marshmallow . hahah and he said because I was short to so . But damn he was tall like fuck why did you need other security if you got this giant of mussel .. he helped me pack most of my stuff he reminded me a lot of Pappa but he was less talkative
We get to the mansion and this is no mansion this is a castle" omg !!! Is this it" I say ... "yes Welcome home Luna!" ... "oh my gosh it's gorgeous!!! Wow I feel like a true princess " ." well you are the princess of mafia so it's fit for a princess....!!!!" "Holy fucking shit heads "
"Ahah I laugh, I'm not royalty" !!!!! "Yes you are" ... I roll my eyes ! We pulled to the gates and there were dozens of men with guns at the gate .. one of the guys came up to the window and looked at me with a scary inmdating face " just the princess in here coming home !!!"
He looked at me and smiled ....."welcome Mrs.Amor" he bowed his head and open the gates."thank you MR.intimdating guy" I say and Eric laughs "what its true " We got to the front of the house and he came and opened my door ..." Thank you !" I smile as he takes my hand and leads me out the car ....
"Wow it's so big and beautiful!!!!!!".."Come on" he walked me up to the house and knocked .A maid opens the door ... "hello Erick ".. a short older laddie stood there she kinda looked like my mother and had that same mothering vibe to her " hello Rosie" .."This is the Princess" he moves from in front me and when she sees me her eyes glowed like she seen royalty ... "what omg hi hi" .. she smiled with so much love .... "Hi I'm Luna Luna Amor" ...
"hi yes of course I'm Rosie the head maid come on in can fix you anything" ....I walked in as Erick went to help bring my stuff in .. "no I'm okay thank you!" I looked around," omg !! It's huge wow suit for a princess like me !!!!"
"Well if you need me I will be in the kitchen fixing dinner and Erick will show you up to your room" ..." Thank you Rosie" !!! " Of course Luna !!!"
Wow they're really in this princess thing hey I didn't mind it .. but it did make me think of pappi he would call me princesssa! I missed him so much his hugs gave me comfort and I felt safe in his arms, his Arms only ....
Seeing all this just makes me wish i never had to say goodbye and seeing this place for the first time witch I only every thought about it was here I never thought i would end up living here but well expect the unexpected i wonder how he his is he mean rude a dick face god i hope not lately i been in a place little things get to me so i hope he isn't in my way because I don't really feel like making friends but Erick did seem nice but i kinda just wanna be to my self
But when I'm to my self I tended to get lonely and depressed so maybe i should try to at least interact with people. I wont have Leo or Gracie here they both going on vacation i mean i could always call them but for now i want just time away from everything and time to just feel normal and not constantly feeling sad or guilt for what happed
Lately i been having a lot of nightmares of that night and i remember seeing a girl with a tall figure who she's don't know but laying they blood all over my Pappa and Mami in my arms Mami died instantly so i never got to say goodbye or anything but Pappa laid they in my arms giving me his last wishes
I get the same cold nu,b felling everything stops around me felling like time just stoped and I can at help them or fix it take it from them like I'm allowing them to die and i wake up cry from it because it replays that owful night and it makes me miss this more every time like it never gets easy never gets easier to miss someone u once had or can't have i remember the look in pappis eyes like he died happy knowing i was okay knowing he died for me i seen the same look he had the first time i played piano and violin for him the first time i connected with something so much something that didn't even know me but it knew how to play my emotions.
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RomanceLuna Amor. 🤍20..loses the 2 most important people in her life only to find out she found the real person that matters. she thought she lost everything and had to move in with the families mafia boss to only fall complete head of heels for him she...