Luna Amor. 🤍20..loses the 2 most important people in her life only to find out she found the real person that matters. she thought she lost everything and had to move in with the families mafia boss to only fall complete head of heels for him she...
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My eyes start to water at how he looks at me like i was the mistake maybe he didn't think of me in that way ... but he told me those sweet things while he was holding me all night in his arms why did he does call me his principessa why does he call me baby... why take my heart why hurt me why did he return my kiss this morning ......
"Why what's going on alejandro talk to me pls" my eyes water as i put my hands on his chest... "Pls Luna don't make this harder than what it already is". ."harder? " my voice was cracking " "Im sorry luna but I don't like you in that way" and last night shouldn't have happened like that"
I pull back getting in defense mode he acts like I forced him him or it was a mistake what we felt I was a mistake. "your the one that wanted to me to fucking sleep in here" i spat angry and hurt...'you dont want me ?"
"Watch it' he grunts "No luna i don't see you like that nor do i want you like that " he looks away can't even fucking look at me he is acting like i force him to touch me like i force him to peck me with a kiss like i force him to call me baby or his principessa....
He pushes my hands away . He didn't want me to touch him...that hurt more than what he was telling me he pushed my touch from him.....i felt like maybe i was the crazy one thinking we had a connection.......
"Fine fuck this" I walked as tears ran down my face.......maybe im not good enough for him...
Maybe he thinks i'm too innocent .......but he didn't have to hurt me like that .... Maybe he just liked the attention I gave him.....
I got in the shower trying to forget everything that has happened since yesterday.. The shower felt amazing but I didn't feel amazing. I felt sad and down like I was here. I was heartbroken and the words he said..... Maybe it's my body, am i fat , am i to curvey am i to what i don't know but it's not good enough for him, maybe i'm not as pretty as the girls he's been with....
I was never insecure, never jealous of another girl .... But I kept comparing myself to the women he has been with. I don't even know what they look like... was I being dramatic, was I over reacting ......
The thought of Alejandro with another woman made me angry and jealousy but I felt hurt and sad at the thought of him going to someone else for comforter to hold to call principessa to give pecks on the cheeks to , to be grumpy and funny at the same time....
That's what he does with me and only me !....I got out of the shower did my skin routine but now my cheeks look puffy from crying....Fuck he messed with my heart and now my face.. He messed up...I finally finished my skin routine and put on my blush pink robe ... I look normal again...
I heard a knock on the door.... If it's Alejandro he can go away i'm not talking to him "Marshmallow it's me" ...then i realize it's erick .."'coming " i quickly ran to the door ...
''Hey erick''.. You can tell in my voice I was still hurt ....."hey marshmallow how are you" he looks down to look at me .. "I'm fine" i lightly smile..... "Well we're having gusset over for a lunch meeting and capo wanted you down there in 1 hour "......"what no i don't want to be around him"
"He said if you told me that to let you know ...that he wasn't asking and he expects you down there and if you were to say no he would take your shopping privileges away" ...
"What!!!!" I spat does he think he could do that asswhole ...."That's not fair fuck he is good " ..... Using one of my weakness against me it was my only get away from the mansion from school ......
"Fine ' i sigh "what do I were" ...."um i think anything that's casually dress up I think" - "Okay!!!" I laugh at how hard it took him to think of all that .....I let out a smile on my face ...
"see we need that smile back capo is sometimes a stupdio!!!!! " ."Yes thank your erick "- "Of course marshmallow " .." hey do you know who is coming"...... "the Lendardos"
"Who are they ? "... "someone capo is doing business with "...... but he whispers "it's all for publicity."
"Okay thank you for letting me know" "of course marshmallow" .. I wonder why Alejndro would want any publicity and why would he make a deal to get it?....
Well now I have to get dressed. What do I wear? He said casually dressup so dress then? I went to my closets and found a white silk 2 piece outfit that will be perfect and hopefully make Alejandro regret what he said about" not liking me in that way" i mock his voice hahh....
I do light makeup... i let my long hair down and allowed my chest to make a show and i looked fucking gorgues and decilous....."Fuck girl i would date you why thank you luna !!!!!!!!!." .. I sometimes talk to myself its completely normal.... I think ?....
I paired it with low slip in heels !!!!!!!..... I was finished and by the time I got to the staircase I heard a loud voice in the dining room...I walked in as my heels hit the ground making my entrance noticeable....
Aleajndros pov-
Fuck there here ... i plastered the fakests smile i could pull out my sleeve......
