Feelings flow through my fingers

Cringe

To rose, autumn, me & you

It's amazing how much someone can affect your life. I listen to some songs i used to like and a rush of emotions flood my brain. The feeling that you gave me everytime we talked. A mix between happiness and love, some embarrasing and sad thoughts.
No matter how many times you leave, i know you'll always come back. My apologies for that because i cant let go, i dont think i ever will. We grew attached to each other, we made our secret language and had lots of fun.
I cnat wait to go to the beach one day, sit down and have nutella while simping for fictional characters. We would have root beers with no ice and our dog would interrupt us while saying "je-" woof "-aime" and we'd laugh. Taht's what im looking forward to the most.

...If i dont delete this out of cringing too much then well- yk
AISHITERUYO SWEETOHATO ✨ (line from banana fish for yall who dont know)