Not a sound [Hange x Reader] lemon/female

A pleasant shower?

...

Steam started to form as you turned on one of the showers in the shared bathroom. The hot water found it's way onto your skin. You let out a small, relieved sigh and closed your eyes.

Today was one hell of a day. It already started when you woke up from that strange dream in the middle of the night. You couldn't quite place it though. On one hand it wasn't a nightmare but on the other hand it wasn't exactly a nice dream either. It was just weird.

SHE was there. You noticed that you liked her for a while, but you had never dreamt about her before now. You can't really remember how or when you started to feel something for her but now, every time she walks past you, your entire body stiffens and it feels like you can't breathe. Her brown hair half tied up to a little, messy ponytail. The eyepatch she had to wear since she got caught up in an explosion. Her beautiful hazel eyes... well eye. God how you would love to just grab her hair, pull her close and kiss those beautifully shaped lips. You're curious what her body under your hands would feel like.

You shook your head. It's not right to think about her like that. After all she is the commander of the Survey Corps. And not interested in anything else but titan research. No one has ever seen Hange Zoe being more than just friends with anyone. She shares her deepest bond with Captain Levi but as far as you and other soldiers could make out there was nothing romantic going on there.

Your body was already completely soaked, your hair soppy, sticking to your head as your mind went back to that dream.

It wasn't really an erotic dream either. You two just sat on the roof of a building and watched the sunset together. There wasn't even any kind of physical contact. You remember that there was a conversation, but the words seem to be muted, you just can't recall what you said. The only thing you know is that the conversation must have stirred some serious emotions in the both of you. When you woke up there was this strange, tingling sensation on your skin. And a deep, warm feeling inside of you. You remember how beautiful the Commander looked in the golden light of the setting sun.

A tiny, very quiet moan escaped your lips as you got lost in the thought of her. Thank God you were alone. Not many female soldiers used this bathroom because it was too far away from the quarters. In the same moment that thought crossed your head you heard the bathroom door open with a creaking sound.

"Oh. I didn't know anyone else ever used this bathroom." You heard a dark, yet feminine voice and you should be damned if you didn't recognise it. The woman you had been daydreaming about the past few minutes was now, probably very naked, in the shower stall next to you. Your heart started racing and it felt like it would jump out of your chest any second. You heard how the commander turned on the water. Then you noticed that you probably should say something in return otherwise it would be very creepy.

You thought about some answers you could give to her statement as you heard, what sounded like a pair of hands holding onto a wooden shower stall. As you turned your head and looked up, your breath got stuck inside your throat. Hange's head popped up over the stall and eyed your entire body.

"Ah it's you (Y/N)! Why didn't you say anything when I came in? Did you think I'd just leave you alone? Do you want to be alone? Because if you do, I totally get it and I'll just get out of your hair so..."

That woman was something different. She didn't even seem to notice that you were naked, wet and embarrassed. She just continued her babbling. After you overcame the first shock of seeing the face of your Commander, the woman you're crushing on. You turned off the shower and just looked up to her. A slight blush on your cheeks.

"Commander I'm sorry but would you mind... looking away until I'm done and dressed?"

Only then the woman stopped talking and gave you a puzzled look.

"Why? It's not like the both of us have never seen a naked woman before. I'm a woman, at least technically and you're one too... we're not really that different, the setup is the same."

She gave you one of those charming smiles she always carried around on her lips.

"It's just... well you, looking down on me like that. It's not really fair since I'm completely exposed and you're hidden behind the stall."

In your head you slapped yourself across the face. Did you honestly just say that? It's not really FAIR??! You wished for the ground to swallow you whole. Basically, you just implied she should show herself completely naked as well. As if she would do that, she is still the Commander.

"Ah I see. Well, it can't be helped, can it?" Hange's face and hands disappeared from your sight, and you turned back around to continue your shower. A small sigh of relieve left your lips. What was that strange feeling? That tingling inside your stomach all the way down to your legs. You looked down only to see they were shaking.

What on earth is this woman doing to me? These thoughts crossed your mind as you heard the bathroom door creak once more.

The Commander, who had gone back to taking a shower as well, started to hum a tune only to interrupt it to find out who else joined the shower party.

"It's getting quite lively in here! Usually I'm always alone in here. Who else joined us this beautiful evening?"

You heard carefully walking, naked footsteps going past your shower curtain.

"good evening. It's Mikasa. You're right I have never met anyone in here that is why I usually like using this bathroom it is very quiet and private. Who else is here?"

"It's (Y/N) but she wants to be alone. She feels embarrassed to shower with other people!"

"That is not true I just... don't want people to look down on me while I take a shower!"

"What do you mean look down on you (Y/N)?" Mikasa asked in her usual calm way.

Hange started laughing. It was a big laugh from deep within.

"She means me. I wanted to see who was in here because she didn't answer me when I talked to her... so I looked over the shower stall."

"Oh. Well. I think I might have been a bit puzzled too, Commander" Mikasa added.

"You guys are just too prude! We're all women here!" Hange laughed again but then fell silent and resumed her shower.

Prude you thought.

Not me. I was just the one thinking about doing lots of things to you Commander. I'm not prude.

As everything fell silent again and each of the three women was focused on cleaning themselves your thoughts went back to Hange. Her body in particular. You never saw her in anything but her uniform or an everyday outfit. But you can imagine how well she looks under those. You're quite sure she has some fine abs. Her clothes don't leave much imagination on the size of her chest. Everyone knows the Commander is as flat as a pancake. But you like that. She looks rather androgynous and Hange herself said she is a woman - technically.

Your own chest is not too shabby. Not too big either. You've always been very satisfied with them. But then again you've always felt rather comfortable in your body. Your thoughts were spinning from your own body back to the Commanders. Then you started imagining them together. How well they would fit. Hange would probably be on top but that's fine. You've always been open to any position.

Absorbed by your thought you let out a muffled scream as someone covered your mouth with one hand and grabbed your waist with the other. It was a firm grip, almost hurting and you felt a warm, wet body squeezing against your back.

"Don't scream love, it's just me." You heard the Commander whisper into your ear...