Another Fan

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So, this is not an update or whatsoever but this is the end. I can't write this anymore; I'll explain this later.. So, this will be how the story goes anyways:

Natalie saves Niall by sacrificing every last bit of her of dignity and giving what he wants- rough sex. Natalie is left feeling dirty and all that shit. Victor feels like what he did to Natalie isn't enough so he exposes her. Obviously, the media starts seeing her as something worthless. Her whole world starts falling apart. She regrets trying to be part of society she clearly doesn't belong to. This is the part where her parents comes back. They pick her up. Her parents has never left her since she left. They basically followed her wherever she went by disguising either as farmers or whatever. She realizes what she has done with her life. She wishes that she stayed as just one of those fans. She shouldn't have pushed the limits and boundaries. She apologizes publicly through a video which goes viral because of the content. This will never fix half of the shit she has done but this is definitely something. She becomes content with living the simple life. -end-

What happens with the boys and management? They move on. They live their life like nothing happened. Why? Because that's the most rational thing to do since they have nothing to clear up since Natalie did that.

How about HJPR? Well, obviously she gets fired for ruining the image of the company and she gets sued but they cancel the case because Natalie comes clean.

Victor? He's put into jail for raping Natalie and for child abuse(since she's a minor when she met him and made her work as a stripper)

Who does she end up with? That's for you to decide. My original plan was Niall but now that I realize it, my only goal for this story is to make a weak persona into a strong one and make her realize that life isn't always about getting what you want; it's about being contented with what you have and making everything you have make you feel the best. (Did that even make sense?)

This is pretty much how Natalie's public apology will go:

"I'm Natalie Harries, as most people know. I was a publicist for One Direction. Weeks ago, a big news shocked all of you. I'm here to clear it all up. I'm not going to make this very long. I've known and supported One Direction since I was 16. The only dream I had at that age was to meet them and marry one. Gullible, I know. My parents were against the whole thing so I ran away and managed to go to London and met Victor. He was a dangerous man but I still let myself get involved with him. He used and abused me in ways I never thought possible. I couldn't complain because he was the only person I have. That was until I met Jane. She helped me get back on my feet but I still worked for Victor. Somehow, I got an internship at HJPR and the rest is history. Victor used Niall to blackmail me because I left him at a bad note and he wanted revenge. So, that's my sob story aka life.

I have three things left to say. One, you are not a disappointment no matter what other people say. You are not. Two, learn to be contented. You don't need everything to feel complete. You just have to appreciate what you have and that will make you happy. Lastly, I'm not doing this for pity. I've had enough of that. I'm doing this to tell people if something is meant to happen, it will happen. Learn to be patient. I'm off."

Now, to clear things up.

(1) The reason why I can't write the story is because I lost all my character list which is very important and I absolutely can't stand re-reading the shit I've written because I can't stand how poorly written it is. I can't make myself cry.

(2) I'm sorry I haven't updated this in months- maybe years. I've been very busy with my life. But heeey, I've managed to remember how I wanted it to end but I can't write it because I write very poorly now(cringe).

(3) I love you for even reaching this point. I know I could've written a killer ending and all with that amazing plan but I can't put myself to write it. I just can't. I'm sorry. You are still amazing even if I disappointed you. All the love. x

(4) There was a reason I couldn't continue this. I'm sorry.

For one last time, vote and/or comment.

For my future books, let's see what the future holds and which book I'll actually finish. Haha.

I luff you all.

((oh and let's not talk about zayn leaving one direction bc i'm still not over it like some days, i've accepted it and some days, i don't so :) :) :) : ))