him and i

chapter 9

Once I get back to the hotel I go straight up to my room because I am just so tired from moving around so much I sort of just wanted to chill in my room. I take all my clothes off and put on some pj pants and a cropped tank. I take my makeup off, wash my face off and I leave my hair down because I don't even care to put it back. My mom walks out all dressed up, to my surprise.

Me: "Oooh where you going missy?"

Mom: "me, Eric and Mary are going to get dinner on the upper east side. Are you gonna be alright here by yourself?"

Me: "yeah yeah I'll be good"

Mom: "are you sure?"

Me: "yeah mom I'll be fine"

Mom: "okay just making sure. I'm about to head out so I'll see you later"

Me: "Cool, Bye mom. See you tonight"

Mom: "Bye Livvy"

She heads out so I just chill in the hotel room for a little, watch some tv. and go on my phone. Then I get a text from Finn

finnie: hey

me: hey baby wyd

finnie: I'm just chilling
finnie: I was wondering if you wanted to come

over to my hotel room so we can hang out

me: yea for sure I'm coming right now

finnnie: kk ❤

I walk over to Finn's hotel room which is just down the hall so it's not a far walk. I knock on the door and Finn answers right away.

Finn: "hey" he says right before kissing me. I pull away from the kiss

Me: "hey"

I walk inside the hotel and help myself to laying in his bed. Hey lays next to me.

Me: "I'm gonna put on a movie"

Finn: "what movie"

Me: "North Hollywood" "have you seen it?"

Finn: "I haven't. Is it good?"

Me: "I thinks so. It's a skating movie so I think you'll like it"

Finn: "Cool"

I press play on the movie and Finn cuddles me while we watch the movie. A little while passes and me and Finn are still watching the movie and Finn starts to kiss me. I kiss back. The kiss deepens and I start running my hands through his hair. We make out for about a minute until I end up on top of Finn with my legs straddled across his waist. He grips my waist and my hands are still in his hair. He starts to take my top off.

I pull away from the kiss "wait"

Finn: "sorry are you not ready?"

Me: "no no no i'm fine I just wanted to clarify that you're down for it?"

Finn: "Yeah I'm down for it this time"

Me: "You sure. I still don't wanna mess it up for you since I've never done this before"

Finn: "Yes I'm sure. It's okay you don't have to be perfect. Neither of us have done it so it's not like I have high standards or anything"

Me: "Yeah you're right"

I begin to make out with him again but he pulls away.

Me: "What's wrong?"

Finn: "I just want to clarify that i'm not just saying that to use you for sex. I just don't want to take advantage of you if you're not 100% on board"