~You Must Fight Your Inner Demons Before You Help Others~

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The next two days seemed to end just as fast as they began, wake up, school, study, sleep, repeat. This was despite the fact it was still the first week of school and that really shouldn't have started yet. However, today was different...

'Come on... Just get to sleep you stupid rabbit.' Bonnie thought to herself, tossing and turning in the bed. 'Why am I stressing over literally nothing, it will be fine, stop being a bitch, brain' she added, scolding herself for not sleeping, riling herself up more.

The hours of the night dragged by like a fork on an infinitely long chalkboard as the rabbit continued to roll around the bed in discomfort. The quiet ticking of the clock ticked and tocked into her ears, disturbing her even more as she desperately tries to settle herself to at least get an hour of sleep.

'Oh, fuck it' She thought, kicking off the covers. 'I can't sleep anyway so what's the difference.' she added, sitting up and throwing her feet onto the floor, standing up in her soft purple Bunny slippers. 'Can't be bothered getting up...'

She stood up from the bed and shivered from the cold that came over her suddenly. "What's wrong?" she whispered to herself quietly. "Why is it so cold tonight?" she said, getting her dressing gown and putting it on over her pajamas. "What should I even do to pass the time?" She asked to herself.

Bonnie glanced over to her clock and focused on it to see the time; 3:58AM. She then glanced at her desk with all the completed work she had done over the week and the prepared lessons for Freddy. "Why'd I agree to this.." she whispered to herself quietly. "Half the time I can't speak to a brick wall never mind a bear.."

She sighed loudly in annoyance and sat at her desk, switching on the small light. She began organising the work and she picked up all the papers for Freddy and put them in her bag ready.

She began to feel twitchy and felt a tinge of sickness come up. 'Not now' she thought. 'No need to get that worried you're feeling sick. That's just BS now.' she continued, smacking herself over the head lightly to keep herself together.

The room began to move from under Bonnie's nose and the once familiar atmosphere had now turned dark and eerie. All positive feelings had suddenly been drained from the house as if there was a curse of suffering suffocating the room.

The walls began to twist and tumble in on themselves, the light prying in from the slats in the blinds ran in fear and Bonnie was left alone.

Faster and faster the walls collapsed on themselves, and they crashed upon Bonnie as her chest tightened under the pressure. Her heart rate increased, and her body trembled in fear.

She had lost control.

Her body contorted and shook for a moment before her limbs forced themselves together as she curled into a ball and shook herself with her head in her knees gently.

The bitter coldness of the room nipped deep into Bonnie's fur and stripped her of any warmth she had left as she fell deeper and deeper into a torturous state of panic. 'What if I mess up, what if he gets mad at me, what if I embarrass myself?' she asked herself silently, running through every scenario her head could come up with, imagining every worst-case situation unfold into every minute detail, hyper-focusing into the flaws of how useless she is in so many fields.

's-stop.' she asked herself quietly, tears beginning to well in her eyes.

It didn't stop. She thrashed around more vigorously as the panic set in yet even deeper as her chest tightened harder.

'Warm...' she thought to herself suddenly, noticing a new sense of hope. Yet she didn't understand where it came from

She clung onto it for dear life, gripping as if her life had depended on it. It was the only way out of this torture, and she had enough of dealing with it.

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