"Without you, in my life, my life doesn't
make sense. It doesn't feel complete. And
it's hard for me to look forward to
following my dreams when you were such
a huge part of those dreams."
Unapologetically Me- Dave East
6:34 pm May 4th, 2022 Harlem, New York Karin Jinsui
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"I need gas" i huff looking at the warning sign flashing
I was currently in a McDonald's parking lot.
I had some money left but not a lot and then I'm out.
I have about maybeeee, 250$ in savings that I didn't want to touch but sadly might have to, gotta survive in the streets of New York.
my phone is now off as well.
Great. I have a drunk car and I can't contact nobody unless 911.
Not like I have friends or anyone in general to talk to but still.
My sister.
I hope she's doing good!! I miss her.
Luckily McDonald's has free Wi-Fi cause I typed up the nearest gas station and headed on the way.
..................
"It smell like piss" I said pulling up to a pump and rolling up my window
"Damn.." I heard men whistle at me
"Yeooo" one of them called out.
No sir.
I kept walking until I made it inside paying the Indian man and also grabbing some snacks
I walked out to the same group of niggas standing right in front of the store now....
"Aye shorty"
"No" I said and pushed past him But his dirty ass GRABBED ME
"Nigga get the fuck off me" i look at him crazy
"I was calling at you you can't hea?" He got a lil aggressive and his stank niggas was just chuckling letting this shit happen.
I bet if it was they fat ass mammies getting man handled BY AN COMPLETE STRANGER shit would be different
"I can, I just chose not to answer. I don't know you" I said with attitude laced in my voice, still trying to free myself from his hard grip on my arm
Imma have a whole bruise..
"Well let me get to know you" he smirked
He was not ugly BUT he was not FINE
There's a difference.
He was dark skin with waves, kinda my height, he had very yellow grills in his mouth and the fit was ok but I can't say to much cause I'm literally sleeping in my car and taking bird bathed in McDonald's bathrooms so who am I to judge.
"No thanks, no can you let me go" i said more as begging cause I just wanted to leave
