Understanding
Maybe I was too excited, I should've stayed still.
Accepted my fill
People only stay around for so long
Before I knew people flew
Away from me, to where the carnations grew
I wish they were understanding to me and you
I miss the feeling on understanding
The feeling of freeing
Knowing I was known
Was a better joy I could ever own
The ability to feel at ease
Was a feeling of that could bring me to my knees
And oh my it did
Till I slid
Down to the depths hearty and black
Did I ever hear the beast come galumphing back
Running have I been for these years
Please do not shed me your tears
I chose this fate
This journey is mine to hate
