Punz POV:
As soon as he got up from his computer he regretted everything. He definitely wants to spend time with foolish but he should've planned this out more he's not nearly prepared enough for this he does even understand his feelings for foolish yet and now he's gonna be spending a week with him. This is gonna be bad. Punz did the thing he always does when he has a problem, and called Sapnap.
"Hello?" Sapnap's voice rang through the call. Obviously confused on why he would call him right now.
"Hey, are you live?" Punz just said trying not to let any emotion show in case he was live.
"No, why" Sapnap responded.
"Umm.. im having a bit of an issue" Punz was getting nervous and hoped that maybe Sapnap wouldn't notice and he could make up a different excuse.
"What wrong, what happene?" Sapnap asked nervously. Punz failed trying to hide that.
"Umm... I... uhhh invited foolish over for a week and I don't know what to do because whenever he's around I get really nervous but in a good way. I like talking to him as a friend but a part of me wants to be more but he probably doesn't want that because he's probably. I thought I was straight and maybe I am straight and I'm just confused right now but I don't know. I don't think I can last a week with him in this state." Punz ranted he would've continued if he didn't notice that Sapnap went dead silent. Would Sapnap think he was weird for even thinking he liked foolish?
"Oh wow that's a lot and I only understood a little bit of it but I think I got the gist. Correct me if I'm wrong.So you invited foolish to your house for a week but you think you like him and now your scared to have him around because he might find out?" Sapnap repeated.
"Yeah basically, but I'm not sure if I even like him I mean what if I just wanna be really close friends?" Punz question not really knowing how Sapnap could possibly know the answer.
"Let's see, how long do you have until he comes over?" Sapnap asked.
"A week" Punz said quietly starting to get nervous and embarrassed.
"Ok then why don't you take each day to think about the questions that you have. Like one day think about if it's just you wanting to be friends or do you like him. Really take your time with each question and I'm sure you'll figure it out before he even gets there." Sapnap said trying to calm punz down.
"Ok that's a good idea, thanks for the help Sap. I should probably get some sleep though good night." Punz said getting a good night back before hanging up the phone.
Punz laid on his bed thinking for a bit. Not really being able to sleep. He opened his phone and saw no new messages. He opened twitter and scrolled through for a bit. When he eventually came by a photo a foolish. It was him in front of a mirror with greenish blue shirt.( I don't remember the color but you guys know what pic I'm talking about right?)
"Danggg" punz Said to himself studying the picture. He started to think about him being in that picture with foolish. Arm around his waist holding him close. That's when he realized he never had a thought like that about any of his other friends. "Wow, I'm down bad for my best friend aren't I?" He set his phone down and finally got some sleep.
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Punz POV:
It was now 1 day before foolish would be here and Punz thinks he's got it all figure out. He likes foolish. He is totally in love with foolish. Sadly foolish probably doesn't feel the same this is gonna have to be a secret to take to the grave. He also found out he isn't straight but he doesn't know what he is and he doesn't really want to feel the pressure of having to find out so he's just gonna leave it there.
He decides he should probably tell Sapnap about it if there's anyone he trusts more than himself it's foolish, but Sapnap is a close second so he'll tell him.He called Sapnap which again Sapnap answered and they greeted eachother and punz just decided to rip the bandaid off and tell him.
"Soo... um I figured everything out. I like foolish, as in more than friends." Punz said feeling very scared but also like a weight was taken off of him.
"Omg, I didn't actually expect my advice to work. That's great man I'm happy for you, so are you gonna tell him." Sapnap asked as if it wasn't obvious the answer would be no.
"No way dude, he definitely doesn't like me back what's the point and getting rejected." Punz said as if Sapnap was crazy.
"You don't know that for sure what if he does like you. Q you would never know if you don't ask." Sapnap argued.
"If I do ask and he say's no we may never be friends again or at least in the same was as before I'd rather not have him as my boyfriend than not have him talk to me at all." Punz argued back.
"That's fair but if you ever end up deciding to tell him or at least give subtle hints I'm always gonna be here to help if he says yes or no, okay?"
"Okay, thanks a lot Sap, for everything." Punz said to him truly grateful for everything he's done to help him get through this,
"No problem man, you're one of my best friends. I gotta go but I'll to you later, I hope o you figure this all out bye."
"Bye" punz said while hanging up that wasn't too bad after all. Maybe he could get through telling other people later and maybe one day he can tell his chat that he's not actually straight or he will figure out what he is, but right now he really doesn't care. He needs to prepare for foolish to come tomorrow. Who knows maybe he could help with his problem. Maybe he will take Sapnap's advice and leave a few subtle hints.
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The end
A/n
( yes I've changed a few things in my style of writing. Yes I'm being very slow at updating. And don't you worry there will be a very long wait until they both figure out eachother's feelings to the point where everyone else will know besides them😆. Anyways hope you guys are doing well. Don't depend on my updates too much. Byeeee )
