so like
i dont like school.
i just like it bc of my friends
but like
my parents are really getting on to me about my grades bc most of them are bad.
i kinda had a mental breakdown today
and i felt like i was ready to kill myself
but
im ok now
i dont wanna die
i at least wanna fall in love first
and maybe have a child
maybe not
maybe adopt
idk
but i also wanna be a music producer
and i have to be alive for that
and it doesnt hurt to make more friends
so yeah
i wanna be alive
anyway
ima just do what my parents asked and just do my school and homework
:)
