I walk out of the hospital confused and dazed, still not comprehending what has happened.
I turn around and ask my mother want happed.
She sighed and look over at me.
"You fell off the UA building"
She may be over dramatic but she is caring.
I know that she is probably right.
My vision was still blurry but I got up, slightly embarrassed.
I was still in my hospital gown walking around japan.
We get to my house and we walk in.
"I'm going to my room!" I yelled out
"OK darling" my mother responded back
I go to my room which was not a big room, on my right there was a window, on my left there was a bookshelf, on my left there was a desk and to the right there was a toilet.
The last place you would think to put a sick person.
I sit down and began to cry.
The tears came as fast as they came up and I couldn't stop them.
I couldn't believe that I was that weak.
I couldn't believe that something so small could turn me into someone that can't even walk around my own house freely.
I was lost in my thoughts as I was looking at my books.
I picked up my first analysis book I had ever written and started reading.
I laughed with joy because the first paragraph was all about how idiotic a person is and how sad it was that all people were stupid.
It took me back to that day.
I couldn't believe what I was reading and how funny my first analysis was.
I laughed for a long while.
After a while, I realised that my mother was knocking on my door.
I ran to the door and opened it. My mother bursted in and held me.
"Listen to me, you are not a child anymore. I can't be babying you forever." She said sternly.
I nodded and went back to my room.
As I was sitting on my bed, I felt like the most foolish person alive.
I was an hour late and I could have just stayed home.
I didn't even realise how much time had passed and that I should have been at home.
I realised the only reason why I walked out of the hospital was that I was mad at my mother for screaming at me the day before.
I could have avoided this whole incident.
If only I hadn't walked out of the hospital.
If only I hadn't made such a big decision.
That fall could have killed me.
I wondered what my life would be like if I was still at the hospital.
Would I be completely helpless?
Would I be eating food by myself?
Would I be too weak to even get up?
I closed my eyes and saw myself in my hospital gown.
I saw myself eating by myself, being all alone for the rest of my life.
I deside to get up and get ready for school.
I don't want to couse that much of a hassle to my mother.
I can be considerate and say sorry later but I don't want to.
I turn on the bathroom light and I turn to get some soap.
I can't believe that I am so desperate for soap after almost 2 weeks of using the same one and I cannot believe that it is so hard to find soap.
I forgot that there was a huge market center that a person doesn't ever walk into without bringing some razors.
I asked my mother to drive me there and I left.
I was sitting in the car with my bags when I saw someone walking in front of the car.
He looked at the car and his eyes fell on me.
I looked away.
I couldn't stop looking at him.
He was looking at me.
Who was that?
Why did he look so fermiliar?
He has blond spiky hair and deep red eyes.
My mother pulled over and said she would drive him to school.
After we got to school I got out of the car and thanked my mother.
I walked to the front entrance of the school and the crowd of students surrounded me.
They were all so excited that i was back.
But who are they?
I look over to were my mother had parked and she was gone.
What do I do now?
