BRUISES 🔞( JUNGKOOK X READER )

💜chapter 62💜

"Why do you want our baby to have my features y/n?" I asks as my curiosity was getting ahead of me.

"Cause why not. Y-you are h-handsome and more be-autiful than me. I l-ove your big eyes and beautiful lips. I love it when you scrunch your nose. Y-you look cute and I want our baby to be as c-ute as you"

Her words were sincere, she stutter not because she was lying but because she was shy.

"But I want our baby to have your features. I want them to have eyes full of love and innocence. Eyes which reflects love and heaven not a sinful monster y/n"
I saw how her expression turned ugly after listening to me. And she immediately shuts me up. Her hands reaches towards my cheeks as she pulls me down only to pull me into a beautiful kiss to which I responded immediately.

My lips hover over hers in hurry as I tried to pull her closer but ofcourse her bumb was not allowing me to pull her closer and also I don't want to hurt her so I let it be like that. My hand made its way to back of her neck as I grab it.

She gasps loudly allowing me to push my tounge inside her mouth. I sucks on her lower lip. I nibbled and chewed it. And finally pulls back with a teasing tug on her lower lips.

In Start she stood still, closer to me. I puts my forehead attaching it to hers. Inhaling as same as hers. Finaly after some minutes she looks into my eyes.

"You are not a monster jungkook!"

"I am a monster y/n, I AM. I have killed so many people. I have hurted so many people. I have hurted you. I have done so many sins. I turned into a monster as soon as I entered into this mafia world. I have taken so many lifes to reach here!. So many life to be a Mafia. I don't know what good deed I did to have you in my life. I don't know how and why did god himself send an angel for this devil."

"Shhhh..... Jungkook. NO, you are not a monster. You might have killed many people. You might have hurted many people. You might have done sins in your life, whatever you did to reach here doesn't turns you into a monster. Cause I know the people you killed were no better. They were no innocents saints. I know that you might have hurted some innocents person but I also know that you never crossed that line to kill them. I know jungkook. And those who you have killed were not innocent. They were bad people who killed innocent people, raped and trafficked small kids, they robed and killed. And you are way more better than them. I know you are not perfect and so we are not, no one is. We all have flaws. You do to and I do to, but the thing matter is that I and our baby loves you and your flaws."

They both talked throughout the whole night with hands in hands. He cried while she wiped his tears. No one ever talked to him like that. Every other person only called him monster. They cursed him on his but never showed him the love he deserved. He always kept that cold ruthless posture cause life taught him to be life that. He never had that beautiful childhood that every child dreams of. He matured at very young age. He never enjoyed those beautiful moments of life, he never got time to do so. Been borned in a dangerous family, full of mafias and gangsters. He was trained at a very young age. He lived far away from his family for his own safety.

But the girl sitting in front of him showed him love and care. She herself never had that beautiful life but she didn't decided to turn into a bad person. She always reflected love and innocence. She love him more than herself.

He know that she is the one. She is the one for himself. He promised himself to always love and protect her until his last breath. He promised himself to show her all the love she deserves. He promised himself to always make her happy and never let a single thing to hurt her.

He closes his eyes as she placed her lips on his forehead. He closed his eyes and softly places his head on her chest whilst she cares his head and softly roams her hands on his hairs. Soon he started to doze of and unconsciously tightens his arms around her waist and pushes his head more into her chest.