Not Fair [Katie McGrath x Reader]

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Silence.

Hearing the storm roaming in. Feeling how hard the rain hit us.

"Thump, thump, thump, thump."

At the moment we didn't care if we get soaking wet from the mad storm or get a cold. I couldn't tell if she was crying or if the rain is crying for her. We bring the storm. The universe didn't like the decision we made.

I feel my throat feeling dry and I can't breathe. My heart pumping faster and faster. It aches every movement my heart takes. Wanting to move closer to her but my legs got weaker every second we stand there. But my eyes never left her. Her. Why her?

Her eyes wanted me to say something. I opened my mouth. Nothing. Nothing. Fucking nothing. My voice was chosen to leave me speechless. I had more thoughts on my mind instead of my god damn voice. I fucked up. I lost her. I fucking lost her. Fuck. Fuck.

Feeling warm tears going down my face. It wasn't the rain. It was me crying. Knowing I lost this fight. I lost a part of me that needed to be completed. I lost my best friend, my soulmate, my everything, my whole world. The universe took my star away from me. Fuck you.

Hiccuping every time I take air in heavier each breath I take. My head throbbing with headaches. Finally, my legs have given up on me. I landed on my knees. Kneeling in front of her. Like a Queen and her noble knight. She had the power to break me. I was the one to put a brave face on. To be there for her when she's scared when I was terrified for her. Will... she does the same for me now?

My eyes got tired each time I blinked. Feeling like I screenshot every memory of her in my mind. So I wouldn't forget this day and time. Everything has gotten heavier and heavier. The last shot I took was darkness.

"Thump, thump, thump, thump"