Vent from my notebook
Everyday he wakes up and looks at the mirror in the bathroom .
He always judges his body especially his face .
Why is he like this ?
Well mainly because people always tell him that his face looks terrible especially his mother .
Thankfully he ignores the old woman .
But he always thinks ' Do I really look that bad ? '
People say ,
" You look cool man "
" You're handsome "
" Wish I looked like you "
Do they actually mean it or joke around with him to make him insecure about himself ?
I guess he'll never know .
He also laughs and cries at the scars he has either on his face , arms or legs .
He says " Well I look wonderful ! . . "
He lies to himself all of the time and others .
" Everything will be okay Elliot keep yourself together no body wants a cry baby like you !! "
" Don't worry it'll be all good ! "
" Yeah I'm okay ! "
" Hah me crying ? I wasn't crying at all . I'm being serious ! "
He regrets saying he's okay .
Why ?
He knows himself but doesn't admit why .
He thinks that people will hate him and abandon him for somebody better .
He runs to the bathroom and cries in there for a while it makes him feel better .
" Am I really like father ? A heartless person ? " he says to himself .
" No no I can't be like him right ? That old woman is just making things up , right ? "
ESTÁS LEYENDO
Book of randomness °v° #2
RandomWhat the title fucking says :) A nice and simple warning: C u r s i n g Also there will be mentions of cannibalism,death,suicide etc but sometimes not always 👍 If you don't like these things then go somewhere else :D(not in a rude way btw-)
