Dead Inside

9

2022:
Aka now lol

A smile spreed across ear to ear, i took the heavy weapon and put on my back. I smiled at Hannah who was holding the door open for me.

"Be careful" she said with a bit of concern in her voice. I gave her a nod before running of.

The big tank was already waiting for me at the end of the road. I smoothly jumped on on and landed next to my roommate, Punz. He had his own gun ready in hand. Smiling at me brightly.

Alot of people didn't like to go to war and fight. Alot of people took it as a death sentence. Or as suicide to join the army. But it was never like that for me. I joined in 2020. I was happy to join back then. And now. Two years later. I am still happy to be here. 

I can feel the tank coming to a stop. I give Punz a wink and jumped of.

As a friend bitch

I make my way into the woods. Trying my best to avoid getting shoot. I heard a grenade going of somewhere behind. I just kept running.

I ran. 

And i ran.

"YES" i said probably a little to loud as i stepped behind the big stone wall. I sighed. I took a sip from my water.

I thought i was safe behind that rock. Apparently not. Because as soon as I had put my water bottle back. I saw the all so familiar shape of a grenade laying just a few meters away from me. I had to think fast. I flew to my feet. Jumping to the side, the tree i jumped behind was no good protecting me.

'Bang'

I sighed out in relief, for a moment, i actually thought that would be it. That's the fun with war. The adrenaline. When you could die at any time. Another reason to stand up.

I looked across the trees. Looking for any sign of human life. At first. There was nothing there.

"Hello-"

There

I saw a figure. It was a man. I looked at the sleeve of his clothes. The united states flag was looking back at me. Not from my team then? I raised my gun, expecting him to do the same. We where enemy's after all. But he didn't. I kept mine raised tho. We stood like that for awhile. I was wondering if there was something actually wrong with this dude.

That's when—
"George?"

Oh shit.

My eyes landed on his face. Those piss yellow eyes, beautiful freckles and dirty blond hair. This was not happening. No no no!

And that is how i found myself running. Once again thru the forest. But this time, out of it instead of inside.

Yeah ok i totally agree i suck at writing this is shit

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