Dead Inside

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Georges pov:

I couldn't keep my mind in the right place. I was trying to focus at the hundreds of gun shots all around us. But my mind was else where. It was at dream.

The fact that i had told him that, kinda freaked me out. I hadn't seen him for three years. And now? Now that he knew? What would happen now? Would we become boyfriends? Would we become friends? Would we be strangers?

It was two days ago. Two days ago i was basically kidnapped by the love of my life.

It's fine tho. I didn't mind getting abducted by him. And if he wanted to, he could do it all over again. I wouldn't really mind.

I wanted to see him so badly.

And so, after endless trying not to die. I decided to go home. I wanted to see dream. But it wasn't really like i could just burst into his base of enemies just to see him.

Right then. As i was walking into the forests. Trying to make up a plan of what to do. I saw something. Or more like someone. I looked to the side. It was dream. Bingo.

"George!"

"Dream!"
I didn't know what i was doing. I really didn't. Tho i knew whatever it was, it was a really bad idea.
I wasn't supposed to see dream. Not at all.
We would be going back in a year. And then? I wouldn't be able to talk to him then.

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"Wait no stop!" I was looking up at dreams arm that was raised high in the sky, holding my phone.

"I hate you Soo much" i said alot of stuff i didn't mean. This was one of them.

"I'm sure you do" he said, coming closer. I turned red. Red like a tomato.

He was so close. Closer then was accepted. This wasn't allowed to happen. I wasn't allowed to dp this.
I couldn't be with dream. It was as simple as that.
I had to do something about this. And that fast.

So i told him. i told him how we just couldn't be together. Not as friends. And not as boyfriends.

As expected, his smile instantly dropped.

"What do you mean" i saw the worry in his face as he lifted my chin up. I couldn't see him like that. This was all my fault.

And so i kissed him. Right on the lips. A long lasting kiss.

And he kissed right back.

That might sound good.

But honestly.

That was gonna be the last time i would ever kiss him.

The last time i would ever touch him.

The last time i would ever see him.

Lmao what
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