Boyfriend

Oh Hanna

Hanna's POV

I nervously walked to the door. I rung the door bell and waited. I was afraid. Afraid of him. "It's about time" Zayn said letting me in. He smelt like alcohol and look very drunk. He pulled my arm and roughly dragged me to his basement. I could see his friends sitting and laughing like crackheads. They all got silent as soon as Zayn and I walk in. 

One of his friends waved at me and I nervously waved back. I could see jealousy in Zayn's eyes and he begun digging his nails deep into my skin. I tried my hardest not to react. He then let go of me and started sniffing me. I was weirded out by his behavior so I delicately pushed him aside and sat down. 

2 Hours later

After all his friends left it was a bit silent. Zayn then grabbed my phone and started looking through it. It is a routine. He even has "rules" for me and If I don't follow then he will hurt me. Every time I tell him I want to break up he threatens me by telling me he's going to kill himself and that I was the blame. I don't know how I let him get to me but I regret it very much and I hate myself for it. "Where were you?" He demanded. 

"I-I went out". I responded. "With who"? He said. I was silent and then said "J-Jordan". I saw that he was mad and on top of that he was drunk. "I told you to stay away from the good for nothing bitch". I slowly back up but he start following me until my back was against the wall. "You broke a rule". He said with a lustful smile. I started getting scared. "I-I-I'm S-sorry". I said. 

Apparently I broke a "rule" Here are the list of rules he made

1. No interacting to any boys other than me

2. No interacting with Jordan

3. I can't wear anything that makes me look like a "whore"

4. I have to see him everyday

5. I have to listen to him or else

Very stupid I know right there are more but these are the more "important" ones

He aggressively put his lips against mine and started biting my tongue. I pushed him away and made my way towards the door. He grabbed me by my braids and I fell down the stairs leaving a big bruise on my thigh. 

I felt tears piling up in my eyes. "You deserved that" He said. There was nothing I could do about it because he was way bigger and stronger than me. He was 5'9 and I was 5'4.

He used to be so nice to me. What happened to him?

Flashback (3 years ago)

I had just finished piano lessons and was going to meet up with Jordan at the library.  We were going to pick up books to read. I picked out stacks of books and were about to get them checked out when suddenly I bumped into someone.

 It was Zayn he was so gorgeous. He was light skinned and had very cute hazel eyes with very cute curls. "I'm so sorry" He said. He started picking up my books and I just froze there. He laughed and said "You look so cute like that"

 I started getting flustered and embarrassed we exchanged numbers and ever since then we have been friends. I would skip my movie night Fridays just to hang out with him. I shared everything with him but ever since we became official he started getting possessive over me. He used everything I told him against me. I haven't got to hang out with Jordan as much. I miss her very much.

Present time

He Dragged me to his bedroom. He grabbed his LED light remote and switched it to the color red. He pushed me on his bed and hovered over me, he was breathing heavily and his breath had a heavy scent of alcohol. He pushed his lips against mine and started making out with me.