the gentleman's club (+18)

Decision

I just picture myself beating her. Having my shoe press her face on the ground while I'm looking down at her calling her names. I always thought she would be a good girl. Our good girl. But I guess we should have known better to not judge a book by its cover.

Jesse has a caring personality which is what we're disgusted with about her. No matter how many times these college guys ask for help with their homework at the library, or ask her to hang out later as "friends" is not something we like.
Jesse sees it as boys being nice to her and wanting to make a friend, but we know what they think, because we ourselves think similar.

We've come to the conclusion that no matter how book smart she is, she just cannot see what they want from her. Too fucking stupid to think on her own that I guess we'll have to keep an eye on her.

After all she looks up to us and does whatever we say without a second to waste. It's pretty sad honestly. She thinks that what we feel towards her is disgust since all the time she thinks we get mad at her everyday for something different when in reality it's far from that.

We get angry at her having to wear such a pretty outfit, or wearing some makeup, or even straightening or curling her hair a different way. It's like she dresses up in order to get a attention from other students on campus and we don't like that. Jesse being nothing but a whore for attention and wanting everyone to notice her is pathetic on her part but good for us.

We can give her the attention she wants. If she wants people to notice her and talk about the way she is we can definitely do that.

After Levine had that encounter with Jesse we decided to set the record straight about our intentions with her. We have no business to try and sugar coat what we want since it's obvious we want her.

So here we have Jesse standing in front of the four us in the main office looking down at her. She just stares at the floor and sometimes the wall behind us, because she doesn't know at which one of us to look at. She's embarrassed, and maybe even afraid.

"We want our intentions to be known to you Jesse." Roman is the first to speak.

Jesse looks up and nods, "What are your intentions?"

"We want you to obey us and do anything we say."

"I honestly feel like I already have to do that, the same as every other student here." She laughs.

"No Jesse. Don't act stupid. You know what we mean."

All of a sudden not a single noise is heard through the office. All we hear is Jesse's heavy breathing when she finally decides to speak. "No."

"No?"

"I only agreed to one night. That was it. I don't want to do anything I don't want to with any one of you."

"Do you think your poor mother would want to get a call that her oldest daughter got kicked out of campus because she tried to sleep with her professors?"

"You wouldn't do that..."

"We can and we probably will if you don't give us what we want."

The office grew silent and no one talked for a short time while Jesse then began to look at us and speak.

"Can I at least have time to think about it?"

"Come here at around 8 and have your answer for us then."

And with that Jesse left the office while our bodies were left on fire with anticipation for her answer.

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Jesse

No matter how hard I try I can never catch a fucking break.

After that night I could no longer feel the same. I've started to become happy with spending money on designer clothes and accessories or really anything I want. But I've dreaded having to go to their class and have them stare at me or talk to me. I guess it was a small price to pay.

Yet having to be in a relationship with them makes me sick to my fucking stomach. While I'm sitting on my bed in my dorm alone, not worrying about wherever the fuck Lia is, I wonder how did this even start.

Why would they even be comfortable being all in a relationship with me? Maybe they have a thing for each other, or maybe their just lonely. Whatever the reason is I shouldn't be in this situation. I just wanted to go to college and make memories, not these kind of memories.

So I could either decline them and get kicked out of campus and have my mother believe I'm a whore and eventually get kicked out of her house, or be in a relationship with them until they get bored and still be here.

Although this is completely wrong and definitely illegal it's not like there's higher people I can go to to report them. It's a lose-lose situation. But I know there's one a person I really trust who I can tell and who won't judge me about my decision.

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very short chapter and sorry for the long wait but get ready y'all the next chapter is gonna be fucking crazy.