A nineteen year old student gets a scholarship into the most richest private university in America, but soon realizes that nothing comes for free, when she meets the four head professors of her university.
"We know that you want the four of us to...
It's so hard seeing her when she looks so beautiful. Her long black and brown hair that reaches to her ass, her big eyes from looking like she slept the whole day, and her beautiful olive skin that I miss touching.
2 days ago
I walk the dim hallways silently and try to listen the best I can to hear if there's any students walking. Yet I hear nothing which is so great for me, it makes it easier to see her.
I'm in front of her dorm room now. Wearing my typical black suit I wore today for my lecture. A lecture where she was supposed to be at and wasn't there. I reach down into my pocket and grab her dorm key and slowly open the door.
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Today during my lesson, two young girls in the front row began to speak about Jesse's roommate, Lia Lu, and how she's inviting everyone to some club near the university. While it wasn't even hard to find out Jesse wasn't going to go, poor girl.
My poor sweet girl.
So stressed and tired all the time focusing on school work, that she just rots in her room. As I quietly open the door in the dark room, I see her sleeping on the small bed curled up with a pillow between her legs, wearing nothing but her white underwear and an extra large Lana Del Rey t-shirt.
I close the door behind me and slowly take my suit off. I leave myself in my boxers and stand in front of her just to admire Jesse in the little light that reflects on her face, from the street lights going through the binds through her window.
I resist the urge to touch myself and I immediately crawl on the bed and hover over her slowly kissing her neck.
"Baby please stop." She whispers sleepily with a deep voice.
I smile at her words and continue to kiss her and touch her more.
Jesse begins to turn her body fully under me, still not opening her eyes and says, "Alex stop go back to your room."
I stare at her, because in reality all I can do is pretend I'm him and continue to kiss her. Of course I'm mad, angry, and maybe you can even say I feel sad, but yet I would rather Jesse believe I'm him than to her wake up and let me not touch her.
I can be Alex if she wants me too, I can be anyone who she wants me to be. I place soft kisses among her face and she lightly smiles. I then lay next to her and wrap my arms around her tight.
So tight that I'm scared she might slip through my arms if I don't hold her tight enough. I hear her soft snores again and I just pray that she never wakes up, so she can be in my arms forever.
- Jesse
I still think about that night and how he was all over me. I swear to God I'm going to marry Alex. The way his arms felt so big and warm, and how his lips were so full. Every second from that moment felt like I was on cloud nine.
Even if we're considering that I was half asleep and don't remember much, all that I care about is the fact that I know he wouldn't do anything to hurt me.
The whole day today has been completely shit. I failed two of my first period exams, my water bottle opened in my backpack and everything spilled, and I saw Faith in the hallway and she gave me the most disgusting look ever.
Who the fuck was going to tell me college was going to be this dramatic. Despite me having skipped Mr. Fosters class 2 days ago I unfortunately had to go back to complete notes and his work, and surprisingly it hasn't even been that bad. I just want this entire day to end so I can spend it cuddling with Alex and his dorm.
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I slowly start to fall asleep in his bed after watching all three Hangover movies and eating a lot of popcorn, that I start to feel him put his arm over me.
Yet, it doesn't feel right. Why doesn't it feel like how it did 2 nights ago? Why don't I feel safe? Why is he holding me differently? Why isn't he giving me small kisses? Why don't I feel loved like when he held me that night?
———————————————————————————— I'm literally so ?? This story is literally going no where I wanna end it but then again I want a whole plot twist and it's gonna get more dramatic just gotta figure out how to connect it all....anyway next one might have some freaky ass scenes y'all...or do y'all want something different?? what character do y'all wanna see more or tho ??
