16 𝑌𝐸𝐴𝑅𝑆 𝐴𝐺𝑂
𝑪𝑯𝑰𝑳𝑹𝑨𝑫𝑶 , 𝑭𝑰𝑵𝑬𝑳𝑨
𝙱𝚁𝙸𝚈𝙰𝙽𝙽𝙰 𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙿𝙴𝚁 𝙰𝙽𝚃𝙷𝙾𝙽𝚈 𝙿𝙾𝚅 :
I was 7 months pregnant now and zay has been in prison for around 5 -6 months now and theirs no word about whats to happen next regarding him z
not gon lie I'm scared .
i grew up with a father but he wasn't there for me and that shi was draining as hell so for my future kids to not grow up with one as well makes me scared for whats to come next .
Ever since zay was taken away I've been taking hair and nails more seriously and now i own a couple of stores either selling beauty supplies or they do nails and hair .
I'm bringing in 6 figures now and i couldn't be any more proud of myself .
Red and Mookie both recently found out that they had kids .
Mookie has a daughter her name is Tina she's 2
Red has a son his name is Zarin he's now two .
My baby is gonna have two older cousins well counting alaïa and Qairo 4 older cousins .
I'm getting ready to go see zay cause he's finally allowed visitors surprisingly .
I grabbed my purse and started my drive toward the prison .
Eventually I got there and went through security before I was seated at one of the chairs .
I was sitting there for like 5 minutes before I looked up and saw a guard bringing in zay .
His locs got a little longer and he looks tired as hell but other than that ain't much change frl .
He was seated and he picked up the phone as I did the same .
" Hey bri ."
" hey zay . So how you been ?"
" I've been straight how you been ?"
" I been good I been meaning to tell you that I'm moving ."
" moving ?"
"Yea I just think that it's time for a change especially with a baby coming in the picture I just want a new scenery that's gonna be good for not only them but also me , I've been making good money and I feel like I should do something that I've wanted with it ."
" ohh alr so what state you movin to ?"
" no I'm staying here I'm just gonna move up to like the nice neighborhood you know I'm thinking about moving in the mainland neighborhood their house are real nice and their big too ."
" oh then that's cool that's all I needed to know . I'm proud of you frl tho bri you been grindin and I know you finna be a good ass momma ."
" thanks zay , I can't wait for this baby to drop though ."
" speaking of that how's my baby ?"
" The baby doing good actually he or she been kicking a lot though ."
I still didn't know the gender cause I been busy so I just decided it was finna be a surprise.
" I'm telling you know it's gon be a girl ."
" yo ass always think you know sum ."
" nah you know im right i can tell cause of the way your belly hangs ."
" Who's granny are you ?"
" no cause I'm being so frl in high school they made me take a sex Ed class and the lady who taught us she was a part time mid wife and she told us all about that ."
We talked for a little longer before a guard came and took him away again .
I stopped for some food and then continued my drive home .
I came home to find naii dior and asia sitting in my living room which wasn't surprising due to the fact that they been the ones taking care of me recently with my pregnancy and all .
We were sitting in the living room just watching some tv when I felt a sharp ass pain that traveled form my back straight to my ass .
" gah damn ."
" girl you good ?" Asia asked .
" I just died for a quick min ." I said before I felt it again .
" y'all I'm cramping or sun shi and it hurts real bad ."
" oh nah I'm drivin let's go y'all go grab her bags ." Naii said standing up grabbing my hand pulling me up with her .
Before I could even ask questions the girls ran to get my bags then rushed my ass out the door and then next thing I know is we're driving and end up at the hospital whole time I'm cramping like a bitch .
A doctor came over to us and I told this man I was cramping and he gon say sum damn .
" oh bad period cramps birth control can help ."
I know this nigga see my belly I'm sitting here in pain cause he wanna act like he's blind .
" that would've helped 7 months ago ." Naii said stale facing him .
" oh sorry about that - wait you said cramping and severe pain correct ?."
" yea-a." I said while feeling even more cramps just harder this was starting to make me feel real tired so my eyes started to wanna close a little ..
Next thing I knew I wa seeing rushed to a room with doctors yelling and I could hear someone crying .
" EMERGENCY BIRTH ASAP ."
No no last time that happen he died I can loose another .
" n....no ple....se i can-t loose -." I tried getting out but all i was getting was ignored .
I was feeling a real hard pressure in my stomach before it suddenly stopped .
I heard cries .
" ITS A GIRL ."
She lived .
That's the last I knew before passing out .
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When I woke up I decided to name her angel .
Cause she's my angel she saved me .
I was so lost with everything going on and she's the only thing that kept me going .
Eventually I was let out to go home but she was kept in an incubator for some time till I was eventually able to bring her home .
This begins the story of my little angel .
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