Dark But Beautiful

C H A P T E R O N E

Why you looking like that
Iam burning like fire
I wanna be higher
Just tell me now
Why you looking like that
You driving me crazy
You lookin amazing

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Z o o n i

Six months later

Were you ever felt like your feet are probably going to break, but you can't stop walking, because your bestfriend will be upset if you stop? Yeah, I'm feeling exactly like that. You may ask me why? Because the bestfriend of mine is a shopaholic, but I love her to death. And my short legs is struggling to keep up with her long tonned legs.

the problems of a short girl... hmph!

The mall in the garden city of India a.k.a The Bangalore City is crowded...is an understatement. And walking- well running in my case - through this packed crowd is really painstakingly slow. We came to this mall four hours ago, still she couldn't find her dress.

Yes, Sree Devi Vasudevan (is an old name in her opinion and she hates her name to the core, but kept it anyway), the blooming model com actress com etc. didn't found her dress for God knows whats that dress needed for, and she wants me to be there with her. I've no choice but to follow her along like a lost puppy because 

hey c'mon, whats are best friends for, right?

I know shopping with her is a complete disaster.
Ask me again, why?

For starters if she goes to shop for a dress, she could never find the dress that she needed but will find everything she will never needed instead, to fill up her wardrobe. You know what will she say about that?

She'll say "c'mon Zooni, every girl need to fill up their wardrobe with anything and everything" (the typical Sree of course).

And the second disastrous thing that will happen when you gonna shop with her is; you have to try out every dress and shoes or whatever she tells beautiful, or hot or sexy, along with her. This is the most irritating thing that I've to face. Even you've to try out the underwears, when you only came here to this place to find whatever that she needed.

So here we are at the Victoria Secret finding me some hot and sexy nightwears and bikinies (in her words I lack something hot and sexy in my wardrobe).

Truth to be told I don't need anything like these... I don't need anything at all... but she insisted anyway.

"Sree, you don't have to do this. I told you if you wants to treat me then take me to the 'Golgappas'. You know that I love to try the different types of panipuris, not hot and sexy. Food is way better than this"

I grimaced looking at the sexy lingeries she picked me to try.

"No way... I would never miss a chance to make you feel beautiful and confidant. And a woman's confidence are mostly came from the things that she wears" she tells me matter of factly.

Her classic quote for fashion I think. Beautiful and confidant; she is exactly like that, with her tall model like figure and gray eyes.

she is a goddess!

While me an insecure girl who always thinks that nothing is gonna look beautiful on me.

yeah, I know Iam a very self-destructive person as that

You see I was a fat girl from my 11th grade to my college years. I mean not the way you think that 'fat-but-still-can-squeeze-in-a-skinny-jeans' type, but a real fat girl who had fat arms, heavy bust, sagging belly which contains ocean of fats, thick thighs, a very wide butt and most annoyingly with a double- no triple chin. You got the image right!