Forgive Me Not [ Jayki ]

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Jay's eyes opened in the morning,
And felt a ni-ki's body sleeping against his leaving no space between them.

Two pair of hand placed on his hips

A head pressed on his like usual
It was more like ni-kis face
Jay could feel his hot breath lightly blowing his haire every time he breathed out.

Jay's lips curled into a smile

He may not see it but Ni-ki was sleep smiling too
Ofcourse....at the end of the day he had his Jay hyung for himself.

Niki stretched himslef on the bed right next to Jay
In his mind, last night he owned Jay completely, and Jay confirmed it himself
which bost his ego more.

"Jay hyung"

"Good morning Ni ki" Jay greets

Since everything was fresh between them
he felt embarrassed and scared alittle.

Their night was far from sweet ... it was terrifying for Jay, he may underestimated the younger too much and the consequences was them having sex by all it means.

Ni-ki pecked his lips and stood up from the end

While Jay watched the younger put on his clothes
And couldnt help but eye out his white and flawless back, noticing how his shoulders and biceps are more build than before
He is turning into a big man

Any pretty girl would want a sexy tall guy like him, yet he still prefers his Jay Hyung

Jay rubbed his own face
He can't do this, he can't last longer

Ni-ki is not the little brother he always felt the need to take care of

He wants to be his man
And ..... even after he told the younger that they could be everything he wanted, he stil doesn't know what are they.

Ni-ki smirked at him and Jay looked away, deranged after the younger caught him staring.

He goes back to sleep and covers himslef, avoiding him like a cowered, not ready to take responsibility

Ni-ki can only pout and whine then leave him be

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1 Hour passed

Jay stood up from the bed, startling the younger with him

A hand placed on his abdomen as he felt a sudden pain, and ran quickly to the bathroom
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Minutes later

Jay walk out, feeling less pain.

He could sense the younger coming from behind him like a starving wolf

Before he hugged him tightly.

"You are finaly awake love"

Jay blushes at his words but says nothing, he was too tired to push him away

Ni-ki tightned the hug and stayed like that as if he be absorbing his daily energy from him.

But unfortunatly today he has no energy lift in him.

" Ni-ki can you let go " Jay try to break free

"but hyung ! " niki complain to him like a kid

"Ni-ki it is enough"
Jay realy doesn't hate hugs but it's not like he will run away if the younger let go of him for couple hours,

They have alot of work to do in this relationship

he still needs to teach him how to respect his space