I don't want to be drunk.
But I need to be.
I don't love you
But I need your love.
I hate you
But I need you to be jealous.
I'm scared.
But you did this.
You are free.
But I am stuck reliving it all.
You are happy.
But I flinch...
At everything.
I love him.
But his touch scares me.
I love him.
But if he raises his voice
I hide.
I love him.
But sometimes.
Sometimes I see you.
You are nothing alike.
Yet sometimes
I see you.
Holding my neck.
Whispering in my ear.
Taking my breath away.
Holding my waist.
One is an act of love the other pain yet I still see you.
