yoongi has never felt an emotion since he was born.
he has never cared about discovering his emotions and leaving this darkness, until he met his light.
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ship: yoonmin
top! yoongi
bottom! jimin
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jimin's pov
it is my first day of school today. i've always hated that feeling when you have to wake up really early to go to school, especially the first day... but today felt different. today i was actually excited to go to school. to have a fresh start.
i've always dreaded the thought of going to school, so i would always stay up really late to lengthen my time before going to that monstrous place.
in my last school i was bullied a lot. maybe it was because i liked "girly" clothes and i wore all sorts of jewelry or maybe it was because i was weak, so weak to the point where i had no chnace in protecting myself.
no one liked me. i had no friends to eat lunch with, no one to hang out with after school and during the weekends, no one to make me smile when i was feeling sad. i was lonely.
although i was bullied and had no friends. i always tried to stay happy and keep a smile on my face. it sucked that i was bullied and it hurt a lot but i realized after a while that i couldn't do anything about it, and even if i was able to do something about it.. i was too scared. too scared to let others know. i didn't even tell my mom, so when she found out she promised to move me to a different school.
surprisingly the summer before i went to the new school, puberty hit me like a train. i was a very late bloomer, but at least now maybe the kids at my new school won't see me as such a loser. maybe even some of them will want to be my friends.
honestly i think anything will be better than how i was treated in my last school...
right now i am getting ready for school. i dont know what look i should go for on the first day. should i dress like a completely different person or should i dress like i usually do, and show people the real me. it didn't exactly work for me at my last school, but what did i have to loose besides any chance at making some new friends.
"UGGHHHH" i groaned. i definitely should've picked my outfit out last night. why didn't i think of that? this is so frustrating.
... after 20 minutes of debate i just decided on loose denim jeans that were rolled on the end, a light brown striped v-neck sweater. i put on my favorite pair of earrings and a couple different bracelets, necklaces, and rings.
i was so nervous that i almost walked out the house without shoes and my backpack. i was a wreck but i was also pretty excited, so i slipped on my brown and white shoes to match with my outfit, grabbed my backpack and walked out the door after bidding my mother a goodbye, and began my journey towards the school. ____________________
• another chapter 🫢 hope u like it 😉 • also, im planning on starting to post more often
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