Depths of Despair [on hold]

book cover & epigraph .

Katerina Astor & Jack Dawson.

" I'd like to say, "I'm okay", but I'm not

I try, but I fall, close my mind, turn it off

But I can't be sober, I cannot sleep

You've got your peace now,

but what about me?

Thought we had the time, had our lives now you'll never get older, older

Didn't say goodbye, now I'm frozen in time

Getting colder, colder

One last word

One last moment

To ask you why

You left me here behind

" I'll never let go, Jack, I promise. "

You said you'd grow old with me

We had plans, we had visions, now I can't see ahead

We were one, we were golden, forever, you said

But I can't be sober, I cannot sleep

You've got your peace now, but what about me? "

Kat Dawson & Cora Cartmell-Dawson.

" are we gonna make it?

is this gonna hurt?

oh, we can try to sedate it

but that never works.

yeah,

i start to imagine a world where we don't collide.

it's making me sick,

but we'll heal and the sun will rise

if you tell me you're leaving

i'll make it easy