You're Out of His League

Chapter 2 Kyungsoo

The walk home felt like forever. Kyungsoo just wanted to get home as soon as he could.

Kyungsoo hasn't even been at school for a day and he can already tell that it is not going to be an enjoyable final year of high school. What would usually be a ten minute drive home turned in to an hours walk home in the cold. Kyungsoo had decided not to drive to school, in his new white Audi R8, because he didn't want the attention of being the new 'gay rich kid' of the school like he was in his last school.

Kyungsoo hoped that this year would be the best year. A fresh start, new people, new town but Kyungsoo didn't even need to open his mouth in any of his classes before he was judged by everyone. Kyungsoo heard all the comments that were obviously aimed at him. Kyungsoo is only hoping that the tables will turn, like Jongin said, 'Just let everyone warm up to you it won't be that bad' Kyungsoo really hoped that Jongin is right. Jongin seemed way too nice for someone of his status at school. Technically he should be the ring leader in all of this.

After another long five minutes Kyungsoo finally reached his new home. Opening the large gates he was greeted with the large and spacious front yard centred with a feature water fountain in the middle of the footpath, lined with tall green hedges and rose bushes. Kyungsoo grabbed his keys out of his blazer's pocket, walked down the stone path, up the steps and unlocked the front door.

"I'm home" Kyungsoo called out as he closed the door behind him. As usual there was no answer. Kyungsoo's Omma and Appa are most likely still at work, again. For once Kyungsoo thought that it would be nice to be greeted with a 'how was school', 'did you meet any new people?' but no he was left with silence and no one to talk to about how bad his first day of school was. It doesn't help that Kyungsoo is an only child too and his parent s don't seem to notice that Kyungsoo is even here most of the time.

Kyungsoo walked straight up to his room, dumping his bag on the floor and collapsed on his bed, 'Why me?' Kyungsoo asked himself. 'I never did anything wrong', 'or did I?' Kyungsoo sighed and rolled over.

"Hey Hyunnie" Kyungsoo grabbed his teddy that was tucked under his blankets and held him to his chest. "At least I have you" and yes Kyungsoo talks to his teddy. Hyunnie's the only real company that Kyungsoo has. Kyungsoo hugged Hyunnie tighter, inhaling the familiar scent that he loved and missed so much.

'No Kyungsoo don't cry' Kyungsoo told himself but a tear had already escaped. Hyunnie brought back so many amazing but painful memories.

"I miss you Hyunki" Kyungsoo cried into the teddy which was given to him by Hyunki. It didn't help that Kyungsoo's first day was terrible and his own parents weren't even home to greet him and all Kyungsoo is left with is Hyunnie, who doesn't judge Kyungsoo and always listens to him no matter what. Obviously because Hyunnie is a teddy but that didn't matter to Kyungsoo. It may sound funny but to Kyungsoo Hyunnie is the only thing that is keeping him from going insane and wanting to end his pointless life.

Kyungsoo hugged Hyunnie and nuzzled his head into the top of Hyunnie's soft head. "I need you Hyunki, you have no idea how bad everything is since you had gone" Kyungsoo cried into the teddy.

Kyungsoo knew he had homework to do but Kyungsoo just lay on his bed and cried over his ex, if you could call him that considering the two of them never broke up, ever. But what happened was much worse than any break up. It was even all over the news too which didn't make anything better. Kyungsoo still blames himself for what had happened that dreadful day.

Kyungsoo rolled over onto his back and cried himself to sleep again, holding Hyunnie close. This was the only time Kyungsoo would let his tears flow freely, when he is with Hyunki, they were only for Hyunki to see.

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Kyungsoo woke up to the bright sun burning his eyes and the alarm ringing loudly. 'Did I really sleep for that long' Kyungsoo thought to himself as he looked at the clock that read 7. Kyungsoo quickly got out of bed because he should be getting ready for school already or he'll be late for the second day in a row.

Within half an hour Kyungsoo was up, dressed and had eaten breakfast with enough time to spare to finish off the homework that he didn't do last night. Kyungsoo left the house at 7.50 and walked a bit faster this time so that he would be earlier and had enough time to find his class.

Luckily this time it had only taken Kyungsoo forty minutes to walk to school and he had twenty minutes to spare before class would start. However when Kyungsoo got to the school gates there were girls all circled around someone. It didn't take Kyungsoo long to realise that it was Jongin because the girls were all greeting him as he arrived. How does he cope with that?

The group of fan girls had then cleared off and followed Jongin, where ever he was going, whilst some of them walked off in other directions. As Kyungsoo walked through the gate, expecting no one to notice him, however everyone was looking in Kyungsoo's direction, scowling as he entered the school.

'What's he still doing here?'

'He doesn't belong here'

'What an excuse for talent'

'Short arse'

The comments kept on coming but to Kyungsoo it didn't matter because he knew that it could be a lot worse, so Kyungsoo did his best and ignored them and went to find his class.

Kyungsoo looked at his schedule and groaned. P.E is first, Kyungsoo didn't remember signing up for this class. Then again it is a compulsory subject. Kyungsoo could already sense that this isn't going to go down well. Kyungsoo's skills in sport are pretty much non-existent.

Kyungsoo had found the sports grounds easily enough. The teacher and some students were there already. Once the whole class was there the teacher sent everyone to go to the change rooms to change, much to Kyungsoo's dismay. Luckily for Kyungsoo the change rooms were huge so he managed to get changed away from everyone else. Kyungsoo was so insecure about the way he looks because not only is he short but he is a little on the chubby side with no muscle what so ever. Unlike everyone else in the class whom all seemed to be well built. Once everyone had finished changing they headed back out to the grounds and the class started.

Everything was good at this point until the teacher said that they were going to play soccer and the funny thing is that the teacher chose two random people to be the captains and they chose their own members for their teams and guess what the moral of the story is! Kyungsoo was the last to be chosen out of all the thirty students in the class. Yep this is not going to be good and to make things worse Kyungsoo was chosen as goal keeper. Kyungsoo knew that this wasn't going to end so well.

Kyungsoo got into position and the teacher blew the whistle signalling for the game to start. Kyungsoo just stood where he was watching the game. It took forever until someone finally managed to score a goal for his team. Whilst everyone was cheering together Kyungsoo stood alone.

The whistle blew again, this time the ball was coming in Kyungsoo's direction, then the ball came flying toward him and right on queue he jumped to try and block it but Kyungsoo missed completely and fell on the ground and everyone laughed at him.

"You can at least try and aim for the ball not the ground" Kyungsoo heard someone yell. Kyungsoo got up and this time he was determined to prove them wrong.

Again the ball was coming straight for him. Kyungsoo looked the guy in the eye who was kicking the ball. He looked straight back at Kyungsoo with a smirk. Then with all his might he kicked the ball as hard as he could. Kyungsoo jumped sideways straight for the ball then suddenly, BANG!

The ball had hit Kyungsoo in the head, bashing his head against the goal post, knocking Kyungsoo straight to the ground. Everything was spinning but he could still hear people saying things.

'Weak'

'Such a lame excuse for a guy'

'Guys let it be' Kyungsoo heard someone else say. Footsteps could be heard coming closer to Kyungsoo then someone kneeling down next to him.

"Are you ok?" Kyungsoo heard the same person ask. But before Kyungsoo could answer he had blacked out.