Black Out

no.5

Erin's POV
It is now 8 in the morning and everyone has left,which were Luke and Jai. Right now the only things if could think of were my Mum,Jai and Luke. The memories of them just kept running through my mind. I want to say yes to Jai but I want to say yes to Luke and most of all I wanted to say Goodbye and Goodnight to my Mum.

Doctors opened the steel hospital door, inturupting my thoughts.

'Erm, Hello I'm doing...never mind you can't fucking hear me anyway'
About four or five doctors and nurses had came into my room and took my hospital body away, I didn't know where to and I didn't want to know. This would give me time to find that weird nurse and ask what the fuck I'm supposed to do. I set off down the long hallway, which was too silent but I didn't have any time to investigate I just had to find this woman. I walked far enough to find my self on the waiting area with the reception. I looked around the seats and saw Paige.

'Oh, for fucks sake.' Wow I should of never left, because now, I have about a hundred more things to do then just talk to this witchy nurse. My only other opinion was to get inside the Reception box. Well I could open the door, nope. This is my only chance to be like a special agent. I jumped over the counter and jumped off the other side, I crouched and walked around, I opened doors just to find the right thing, my spiritual nurse ghost seeing person. She had to of seen me as she stood up from her blue chair, and looked me dead in the eye, and only a few words escaped her small mouth.

'Its not the right time'

'I didn't want to know if its the right time yet, I want to know why I'm a ghost or spirit. Your the only person that I can talk to and you obviously know what's going on.'

'Okay, Erin, you know that you were in a car crash right, so you should of blacked out immediately, but to you it felt like a long time until you blacked out and it hurt a lot more than it should of. This is because instead of passing out your body thought you were dying so you soul escaped from your body so right now your in the middle of life and death, and they both know about you past, Erin.'

'Wow, well that's alot to take in. But that's not telling me why you can see me.'

'I can see you because me and you have been in the same situations literally, I could tell you everything.' She looked serious but I couldn't take any chances so I thought I should ask some personal questions that not many people know.

'Okay fine, what's my favorite colour'

'Black and Gray'

Okay shit this is weird.

'Okay 2 years ago what happened'

'You and you best friend Luke went on a pysho tripvand killed 47 people the same way'

Oh wait every thing I asked is in my application for like everthing because every 17 year old has one. Well let's just play this out any way.

'My Dads name'

'Easy, Joe Mae.'

'My Mums name' I'm having a lot of fun right now and I don't know why.

'You Mums name was Lola Mae'

'Eh good enough. But let's stop with 21 questions and you tell me how the fuck I choose whether to live or to die, and don't tell me you will know because I don't and I want to wake up now.'

'Well I'll tell you but we need to get back to your room because your back well real you is back anyway'

She took me back to my room to find a worried Luke sat next to my bed, the nurse stopped me just before the door.

'You will be able to choose life or death when you hear something personal or the light'

'What do you mean personal'

'Like a sort of noise its mostly music, but it could be anything except from speech okay'

'Okay'

She turned her back and started to walk back to the reception.

'Wait, can I get your name because I just call you nurse'

'Miss Lola Green'

I walk in to my room to see Luke staring into space when he snapped out and started to speak.

'I thought you were fine Erin but everything has gone down fucking hill, first your leg now, well fucking now' He started to tremble as tears rolled down his cheeks leaving red marks.'Now the Doctors have said that you have five days five fucking days to wake up and if you don't that said that they're going to turn off life support, yeah, turn off life support but I know you Erin, I know you well enough that you will fight so hard to wake up that you will be alive.' Tears fell from his red face on to my bed leaving little pea sized wet patches.
'Just please wake up before they turn it off, you have five days to change our lives and its your choice to wake or to sleep, love you.' He buried his head into his hands, and all you could hear was his sulks and sniffs.

Five days is all I have

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Oh my gurd.
I have finally done another long chapter but these next few chapters won't be very long because of each day.❤

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