Tʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ Dɪᴀʀʏ

welcome home.

hello there.

i have no idea if anybody's going to read this, but i suddenly found wattpad on my phone and went through the chapters of this book..

boy, was i cringe.

like hella cringe.

so, things have turned upside down now.

hectic changes, busy schedules, no time.

school is offline, new grade, new life, basically.

i moved as well, so it is a new start.

i have pretty much lost touch with the world, except school.

i talk to a few people on Instagram, and im socially awkward in real life.

personality has taken a toll on me, not that i am changing it anyway.

things are.. well, different.

there's too much work, mental health down the drain, and at the end of the day, i have exams coming up.

as usual.

my behavior has changed a lot.

like 720°.

im not chirpy, happy or anything anymore.

stressed, silent, minding my own business.

i cannot make friends anymore, ive lost the skills.

i guess this is what happens.

well, at least i made the school editorial board.

anyway, friends are nowhere to be seen in my life.

people who i consider friends aren't the best kind anymore. except a few.

teasing, pessimism, everything.

is this what depression is like? i guess.

ive lost contact with everyone. have not talked to my friends in months.

the silence sort of stings, it's uncomfortable, but i dont know what else to do.

anyway, i hope i didn't bore you like in the other chapters.

thank you for reading if you made it this far,

love yourself.

peace <3