"I'm disappointed in you..Lisa" Timy suddenly spoke and silence took over them again.Lisa didn't dared to speak nor look up. She expected something like this would surely happen. But she didn't knew, why her heart ached so much hearing the words.
After a while, Timy spoke again, "that's not the answer I want to hear. I wanted to know if you always stay quiet like that when they did that to you. Why didn't you stood up for yourself?"
Lisa slowly looked up to Timy. Her face showed bewilderment.
Timy continued, "why did you stayed there silently? Why didn't you said a word for what was happening to you? I might not be there everytime you need me, imagine what might happen at the moment... Lisa" she grabbed her by both her shoulders and directly looked at her eyes.
"If you stay quiet like that and never say a word for yourself than they will again and again, take advantage of you. They will use your soft behaviour. It's not your fault that they are bullying or doing any kind of act that you feel uncomfortable with. You're good-hearted person and you're just forgiving them. But it's unfair to yourself, Lisa." Timy spoke with the softest tone ever trying to calm her down and make her understand her words.
.."And your dressings, your style and your personality, that you said makes you different from other girls, is what makes you unique and special, from other girls. You're beautiful and especially your smile," Timy smiled widely.
"I never regretted meeting you or being close or hanging out with you. You're the most amazing friend one could ever have. And I'm thankful, I really appreciate and admire you. And if you ever thought that I will leave you and break all my contacts with you after seeing what happened today, than I will smack you really hard."
.."our friendship didn't started with compromises at the first place. Our friendship was genuine, something none of us expected. So I expect you to be not worried about me. Know that whatever happens, I'll always be there for you even if I'm not near you. I'll always be binded with you by the string of our friendship. And I promise, I'll never let this bond between us break, no matter what."
The words were too much for Lisa to handle. Timy's words did something to her heart. She felt comfort. This might be the first time, that she heard this much comfort words and compliments about her from a person.
Unknowingly, tears ran down her cheeks. Lisa couldn't help but to let out small sobs. Timy just smiled and hugged her tight. Lisa sobbed more when Timy patted her back.
"I-...I.." Lisa wasn't able to form a proper sentence due to her sobs.
Timy just smiled widely the whole time, "It's okay I understand"
Timy wasn't the one who would say such kind of comfort words to someone. It was not her thing. She didn't cared what people think of her and all. But somehow, she wanted Lisa to know that she doesn't hate her. She wanted to let Lisa know that she would never despise her at all.
Timy didn't knew how she was able to utter all those words. But she was glad, she did.
Sometimes the ones who understand someone's sorrow, may also want someone else to comfort them the same way they do for everyone, comfort words they wish someone would have told them when they needed it.
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Timy wore a white oversized shirt accompanied by black shorts and white converse. She tie up some of her hair in a high pony and some fell freely down her shoulders.
She wasn't having much expectations from her brothers for this little 'hang out'. They're boring old mens anyways. But she was actually a little bit excited.
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FanfictionAfter 9 years, Timy is finally coming back to her hometown, Seoul with a determination to reunite her parents back together. But everything took an unexpected turn when her mother decides to marry Kim Jihyoung. A well-known rich businessman and the...