You Never trusted Me [A DreamSMP Fic!!]

Pt 1

Tommy Pov:

Fuckin hell! That green bastard tried actually killing me this time.. i- .. i did it. I killed him. I try to stand up but holy shit man!!! This hurts like hell. I only know two places to go.. Technos.. and L'manberg.. err.. L'manberg has more people, and i wanna see tubs again..  i start crawling to Lmanberg quite slowly. After 30 fucking minutes!! I finally got there. "C-CAN SOMEBODY HELP!?!? PLEASE!! I NEED HELP!" Tubbo and niki rush over, niki goes to tommy, "Tommy. What the fuck are you doing here." Tubbo says, "I- I did it tubbs!! I killed dream!! Now- Now everything can go back to normal!! Please tubbs!" Niki and tubbo froze, "You killed dream tommy!?" Tubbo said, full of hope. "Yeah!! I did!! We can be friends again right!??" Tubbo froze for a second, before saying "Yeah. We can be friends again tommy.." "..wow..." He said awkwardly realizing tubbo was.. tubbo was.. he.. didnt know. What was this stare full of? It was nothing kind, but it was nothing of hatred.. Guilt? Distrust? Was tubbo scared? All of the above? Its not like they ahevnt killed people often here.. plus dream deserved it.. right? I mean people always say killing is never justified, then kill someone. Nobody was ever true to their words. Everybody amkes mistakes, or "sins" as people call it.. Its a normal part of life.. its soemthing everybody does. Why are people so upset now that hes doing it!? They never trusted him with anything, BECAUSE OF DREAM!! WHY ARE THEY STARING AT HIM WITH NEGATIVE LOOKS!?!? DREAM WAS THE ROOT TO EVERYONES FUCKING PROBLEMS!! THEY ARENT UNDERSTANDING! THEY NEVER DO!! AND PROBABKY NEVER WILL!! THE ONLY PERSON WHO TALKED TO ME, WHO KNEW WAS-...
Dream.. it was dream. The only person who went out of their way to talk to tommy, to see tommy, to help tommy, the only person who showed tommy care.. was dream. The man he had blamed for everything. The person who kept him from going insane. What was happening!? His head was a mess!! Everythings spiraling!! WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!? Why does it feel like he doesnt knoe himself? Why does it feel like the only person hed ever known and cared for was dream? Like the only friend he had.. was dream? How can he solve this? Is there a way to solve this? When dream was here this didnt happen ? He must be going insane!! He was right! When drean was here he wasnt going insane!! He found what he needed! Dream.. dream. HE NEEDED DREAM! FUCKIN HELL HOW DID HE NOT REALIZE DREAM WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO CARED!! He needs to get him back. How though? How did they get revivbur back? I need to find out.. Fuck this may take a while..

YO HI AGAIN!! I NEED YOU TO TELL ME IF YOU STILL WANT THIS-? LIKE IF ITS GOOD SO FAR OR IF YOU WANT ME TO CHANGE ANYTHING!!