Chapter 2

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Jonathan's POV

A few minutes before lunch

I sit in class inpatient for lunch just so I could see Y/N. I keep looking at the clock waiting and waiting for lunch. Finally, the bell rang for lunch I grab my stuff and rushed out the door heading to Y/N's locker to wait for her. She came around the corner heading to her locker, "Hey," She said softly looking down at the ground like something was bothering her "Hey, what's wrong?" I ask with concern and worry in my voice as I got up from the ground as I was sitting while I waited for her. "Nothing, don't worry about it." She replied with a forced sad smile, she opened her locker putting her stuff in there, closing it, turning around to head to the cafeteria. I gently grabbed her arm with a worried expression on my face, "What is wrong?" I say with a stern voice but with worried and caring eyes. "Jonathan. Please let go." She says softly looking down at her feet. "Tell me what's wrong first, please?" I say gently knowing that something was wrong. "I'm just tired and my head hurts," She said I knew she was lying but I wasn't going to push her to tell me what's wrong. I let go of her arm and we walk to to the cafeteria. I sadly smile at her worry written all over my face as I could see the difference in her attitude from this morning.

Y/N's POV

The things that people were saying about me and Jonathan, and calling Jonathan a perv or a creep. I love Jonathan, more than a friend I've always had a thing for Jonathan, I've always thought that he was cute, caring, and always caring for others no matter what. Once I was released from class for lunch I headed to my locker to put my stuff away seeing Jonathan sitting next to my locker. I started to feel uneasy again knowing that I've always wanted to be with him and the things that Steve had said. "Hey," said softly looking down at the ground, "Hey, what's wrong?" He asked concern and worry in his voice as he got up from the ground "Nothing, don't worry about it." I reply with a forced sad smile, opening my locker, putting my stuff up, and turning around to head to the cafeteria. Jonathan gently grabbed my arm before I could get to far with a worried expression on his face, "What is wrong?" He asked sternly but with worried and caring eyes. "Jonathan. Please let go." I softly looking down at my feet. "Tell me what's wrong first, please?" He said gently knowing that something was wrong. "I'm just tired and my head hurts," I said coming up with the most believable lie I could think of in that moment, I knew Jonathan knows I'm lying but I just can't bring myself to tell him what was really wrong. He let go of my arm and we started walking to the cafeteria. I noticed that he had a small sad smile on his face as he looked at me.

Cafeteria

Y/N's POV (still)

As we get to the cafeteria I notice that everyone was staring at me and Jonathan and I started to get anxious from everyone staring, whispering, laughing, and giggling at us "HEY! LOOK IT'S THE PERV AND HIS GIRLFRIEND!!" Steve yelled from across the cafeteria and everyone started laughing and pointing at us. I felt my heart sink to my stomach and my eyes well up with tears. Jonathan noticed and looked at me concerned. As it continued I just couldn't take it anymore and ran off to the girls bathroom bursting into tears. I knew that this would only continue and Nancy wouldn't stop it in fear of Steve leaving her. I've never told her about the constent remarks Steve makes to me about me being with him knowing that she would think it was "my fault" because she's so blinded by Steve and his "glory." I heard a knock on the stall door "I'm in here!" I say slightly loud so they knew someone was in the stall. "I know Y/N, but please tell me what's wrong." He said with a stern but worried voice and I could only imagin the worry on his face. "Jonathan you shouldn't be in here you're already seen as a perv," I reply with a sniff. "And I don't care you're more important than my reputation." He says not caring about anything but me which filled me with joy knowing that I have someone like that in my life and just someone who wants to get into my pants like Steve. "Now, tell me what's going on." Jonathan adds grabbing the top of the stall door. "Jonathan I-I..." I stutter out quietly I looked at my fidgeting hands in my lap. "Hey, Y/N it's ok if you don't want to tell me right now knowing that you're still shooken up but please just let me know when something is bothering you, I care way too much about you and I hate seeing you hurt, stressed, or anxious. It honestly hurts me too..." He said sitting next to the stall. I sniffle hearing the caring words coming from Jonathan, I could tell he ment it by the tone of his voice. I stood up from the toilet unlocking the stall door opening it to see Jonathan looking up at me. My eyes red and puffy from crying, Jonathan quickly gets up pulling me into a tight long hug, rubbing my back "... I...I uhm...I love you Y/N, you mean so much to me and I just don't want to lose you..." Jonathan whispers into my hair while stroking my back. I started to cry again from fear and joy. I feared that he ment he loved me as just a really good friend or if he loved me like I love him. "Hey...hey...hey, it's going to be okay I promise," He said rubbing my back and stroking the back of my head. "I-I love you too Jonathan..." I sniffle holding onto him tighter.

To be continued...

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