Never forget me...

Killing me slowly

beware super long chapter!

I slowly closed the door behind me and limped in. I sat on my bed and let the memories flow into my mind. The last time I was here was when I got taken away. I saw the blood in the corner of the room on the stained grey carpet. The blood that was smeared across the walls. My posters had been torn and parts were still hanging on by the blue tack. My bed sheets were dirty. TV broken. My keyboard was upside down on the floor and my so was my laptop. I grabbed it and opened up the screen. Nothing, just a massive crack through the centre. This was my fault. over time my bedroom became dirtier and dirtier and every night I would come home from school and attempt to clean it but there was never any point. I buried my head into my pillow and cried at the memory of the night when I got taken.

 

FLASH BACK TO THAT DAY!

I had just left school and was on my way to Phil's house as he was

ill. I hadnt seen him in a week so this was pretty exciting.

Phil's mum opened the door and engulfed me in a hug. She had no clue

what was going on in my family or life but she never asked questions

she was just like mum. Always caring for me when I needed it. She

knew I didnt wanna talk about it. And I liked it that way.

"phils upstairs" she smiled

"how did you know I was here for him!" I laughed

"why else would you come?" she said shrugging

I giggled and walked up the stairs to Phil's room. The door was

slightly agar so I knocked and pushed it open.

"d-dan?"

"hey phil. How are you?"

"im better than yesterday!"

"well you looked like shit yesterday" I laughed. Phil playfully

punched me.

"shut up. What about you? You dont look to well!" phil asked

worriedly as he pushed my hair out my face to examine my black eye. I

flinched away but it didnt stop him.

"im fine. Dont worry about me."

"no. bear. I do worry. Tell me what happened? Home? School?"

"both." I let a tear slip down my cheek voice cracking. "but

leave it im fine."

"no your not your breaking dan. Please let me help yo-"

I cut him off. I cant deal with him worrying too he has to much going

on himself. I grabbed him by the collar and shoved my lips into his.

He kissed back, hand trailing around my neck making me flinch. I

hated my neck being touched but phil always did it. I pulled away

"just shut up already!" I whispered.

"fine you win" phil giggled with his tongue poking out.

"why are you so adorable!"