Passage 11 ~ Gabriel

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Now that I know who killed her, I should track him down and rip his head off his shoulders... No, all of these years of searching, all of these years of rage and frustration must be put to good use. I'm not going to let him go easily now that I've found him. All of my previous sacrifices had to do with work and morals, but this one, this one is going to be different. I've caused A LOT of pain to A LOT of people, but this time will be 10,000 times worse. Slower by 10,000 times. 10,000 times more agonising. I want to make Giuseppe Di marco feel the same way my mother did, over and over.

That, however, is not possible. A bullet to the head will not suffice. Mafias with such high status are trained to tolerate the enemy's pain and torture. But there is one thing that can break even the toughest and most powerful hitmen. Physical pain had its limits; You could be beaten for hours on end, but eventually the pain stops, leaving you numb and feeling nothing. However, there is one type of pain that not many can endure, emotional pain, the pain of losing someone you care about the most, and I know this because I have been through it twice. The first time was when I lost my mother, who was my entire world. The second time was when I lost myself, when Song Jun-wu died.

A series of unfortunate events in my past had rendered me emotionless, a human but with no humanity, nothing but rage; but it also demonstrated how weak one can be simply by having a weak link, dead weight. It demonstrated how much anguish and agony one can feel when losing something valuable to them; one moment having everything and the next living with emptiness, that most important thing to them being snatched with no way to get it back. And I'm going to take advantage of this knowledge because i know how much damage it does.

To carry out my vengeance successfully, I believe I will have to break my number one rule: 'never kill innocent women or children.' But keep in mind that there are no rules when it comes to 'an eye for an eye'. He took away the most precious person in my life, and I intend to do the same. A life for a life it is.

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