Life Without You

BREAKDOWN

This will be the last update for this week....
I have updated everyday and even given double updates..
My semester exams are approaching so I have to take a break...
But I promise to return by 6th september...
You will surely get the update on 6th...
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One more thing...
Please do not skip Virat's dialouges🙏
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Virat was totally broken by there words....

He silently walked towards their room controlling his tears....

'Savi... Veenu ...aapko baba se aise baat nahi karni chahiye thi.....unko kitna hurt hua hoga.... Aise hi kisi ko I hate you bol dete hai kya.... ' Sai scolded both of them....

'Par Di usne bhi to aapko hurt kiya hai na... ' said Rahul...

'Ye hum dono ke beech ki baat hai or main bilkul nahi chahungi ki koi teesra isme pade....' she strictly said...

She was going behind him...

'Di aap ab bhi unke peeche hi jaa rahe ho.... Wo aapse pyaar nhi karta....' said Rahul...

'Mujhe nahi pta ki wo mujhse pyaar karte hai ya nahi par wo apne baccho se bhut pyaar karte hai... Or jab kisi se itna pyar karte ho or wo aapke sath aise behave karta hai to kaisa lagta hai ye mujhse behtar or kon janta hoga...' said Sai and walked behind him....

Here Virat was sitting on the floor and tears were flowing from his eyes...

Why always him... He tried his best to make everyone happy but at last he failed.... His own family hates him...
His children and his wife..

Sai hesitantly kept her hand on his shoulder....

He looked up with his red eyes and burst into tears...

'Kyu Sai kyu... Har baar mere sath hi aisa kyu hota hai... Kyu kabhi main apni life me khush nahi ho sakta...... Kyu mujhse hi saari galtiya hoti hai.... Kyu main chah kar bhi sach nahi dekh pata hu... Kyu main mere apno ko hurt karta hoon... Aur aaj to mere baccho ne bhi keh diye ki wo mujhse nafrat karte hai.... ' he cried...

She was listening him patiently....

'Actually me mujhe bhi khud se nafrat hone lagi hai...meri galatiyo ki saza tum sab ko mil rahi hai.... Maine wo parivaar chor diya kyunki mujhe laga ki waha mere bete ko uski maa ke baare me na jane kaisi baatein sunne ko mile... Maine patralekha ko 10 saal ki saza dilwayi taki wo mere Veenu ke aas paas bhi na bhatke... Maine akele sab kuch kiya Taki mere bacche ko kabhi bhi parivaar ki kami mehsoos na ho......3 mahine ka tha mera Veenu jab main wo ghar chor kar aaya or mujhe aaj bhi nahi pta hai ki mere Aai baba kaise hai.... ' he said and broke down....

This was all new for Sai...
He left his family and lived alone...
He punished Pakhi for her deeds.....

'Mujhe pta hai ki maine bhut galtiya ki hai... Tumhe bhut hurt kiya hai... Bhut dukh pahuchaya hai... Mujhe na aisi zindagi se ghutan mehsoos hone lagi hai..... Par main jeena chahta hu... Apne bacho ke liye... Unhe ye sikhana chahta hu ki apni life me kabhi meri tarah mat banna...' he continued....

'Maine na jab bhi kuch accha karne ki koshish ki hai na hamesha kuch galat hi hua hai... Log kehte hai ki jo bhi ho jaye apni family ka sath mat chorna par mujhe ye samajh aa chuka hai ki jisse maine parivaar samjha tha wo log selfish the or jisse parivaar ke liye chora usse jyada apna koi tha hi nahi..'. He said looking towards her...

'Tumhare jaane ke baad tumhari ahemiyat samajh aayi.... Or ye har baar ka ho gaya tha... Jab tum sath rehti thi na to tumhari baat galat lagti thi...par jab tum chali jaati thi to wahi baat sahi ho jaati thi... Par iss baar mujhe laga ki maine bhut der kar di...par bappa ne mujhe tumse milwa diya...' he said holding her hands

'Main ye bhi janta hoon ki maine jo kiya wo maafi ke layak nahi hai lekin phir bhi Sai.... Main tumse hath jod kar maafi mangna chahta hu..... Main ek akhri mauka chahta hoon...  Main bas ek baar apne parivaar ke sath khush rehna chahta hu...' he said joining his hands....

'Mera job itna risky hai... Main har missions pe jaane se darta tha ki mere jaane ke baad mere Veenu ka kya hoga... Par ab mujhe koi darr nahi hai... Mere Veenu ki Aai bhut achhe se mere Veenu or Savi ko sambhal legi.... Par main phir bhi marne se pehle ek normal life jeena chahta hoon.... Meri life easy nahi rahi hai Sai...' he continued...

'Mujhe hamesha mere parivaar or patni ke beech me chunne ko bol diya jata hai... Meri khushi ka kya... Mujhe bhi meri patni or parivaar ke sath mil kar rehna hai... Par jab tum gayi uske baad mera mere parivaar se vishvas uth gaya or main unhe chor kar chala aaya.... ' now his cries turned into loud sobs...

Sai was continuously patting his back...

He calmed down a bit...

'Aap ready ho jaiye aaj dinner pe bhi Jana hai... ' finally she said...

He nodded in No...

'Aap baccho ki tension mat lo... Main hoon na.. ' she said pressing his palms

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I know Virat had done many mistakes but still he also stuck between his love and his family....
I agree he is a brainless IPS....
But he is a part of our SaiRat...
And we cannot completely hate him...
Try to think from his perspective..
You will find he is not completely wrong...
Because I said these things doesn't mean I am supporting his deeds...
But at the end of the day we love our SaiRat..
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