Big Boss

Chapter 23

Sky POV:

After P'James opened up to me about his hard past, it is my time to open up to him.

"I have something to confess to you too P'" I told him breaking from his hug

"You need not tell me just because I told you my past. You can tell me when you feel like telling me," he said while cupping my face

"No P' I guess it's time you should know about my past too" I told him and sat straight so that I can begin my hard past.

"Ok as you wish" he said and held my hands.

"From my childhood I don't remember seeing my mom's happy face. Even she used to fake her smile in front of us so that we will not feel sad. My dad would always fight with her and beat her. It was all normal until he was going to work but once he stopped the fight with my mom daily. My sister and I lost hope in relationship. That is the main reason why my sister is still unmarried even though she got many good profiles during her blind date. However, few years back she fell in love with some person and he is taking good care of her. When I asked my mom to leave my dad she always said that she is living only for my sister and me and she would die peacefully once she sees us in good hands," I sobbed

"....." P'James started massaging my hands but didn't speak anything

"My father later started going to some small work but never gave the money to my mother so we all depended on my sister's money. She took the entire burden on her shoulder. I really felt bad for my sister since she is the one who spend money for my dorm and other stuffs. I really did not want to come to Bangkok leaving my mom and sister there. However, thinking that my mom is in my sister's hands and my sister has her lover as her backup I am feeling quite relieved."

"My father always had superiority complex which made him to always dominate us and asks us to obey his words or leave the house but once he stopped working that was the time my sister started working and thinking he has to now dependent on my sister he got inferiority complex and he would always torture my mom. It was like a living hell. We tried to ignore him but still fight happens. He used to scold my mom using all bad words. One day I even thought of suicide since I can't take up his torture but I thought about my mom and dropped it."

Hearing this P'James eyes widened. I could see anger in his eyes but still he stayed rubbing my back. I did not know when he wrapped his arms around me but I felt safe in his arms.

"You know what P' one time he even setup a marriage for my sister with a workless rogue in our place. We were all shocked hearing how he committed to them without discussing with us even with my sister. When we asked him why he did that he said that that person maybe workless but he has loads of property. He gave importance to money more than our happiness. However, luckily my sister said her lover and he spoke with my parents. Since he was from a well to do family and since he is the MD of some big hotel my father accepted him."

"What the hell? Is he really your dad? How can he be like that?" he said with a frustrated look.

"He is the main reason why I was scared of relationships P'. My life from childhood was a living hell I didn't want the same in the remaining life."

"So that is the reason you cried when you were drunk saying why he didn't love you and accept you?"

"You said nothing happened that night?" I asked him with a shocking face

"I didn't want to make you uncomfortable and also I know you will open up to me one day so I just waited," he said with a calm face

"I'm not sure what exactly is breaking my heart but all I know is 2 people influenced my life and made me scared of relationship and scared of trusting someone"