Never alone

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Pixie pov

I-I didn't mean it I didn't she made me cry I'm so stupid so stupid why am I so emotional I hate myself I find my self crying I don't know what to do I really don't

I forgot that dix had her friends in the room and I went blank...

her friends are in here right now and I'm not dix I'm pixie this shouldn't be happening not to me I'm never going live it down

I need to get out I need to get out now but I can't tho I know that the boys are fast and they are strong so they will grab me and i know I will go in to a panic attack so I'm just going to pretend that I'm still out just until mum gets here

I can hold until then I know I can but you know when you pretend your eyes are flickering well yeah I can feel it myself just the boys can't see I'm so scared right now my anxiety is through the roof

I heard the door open I knew that the nurse was in the room she was speaking to the boys

Nurse: her mum won't be able to pick her up because she's in a meeting or something and its important

Jayden: oh OK umm we don't really know where she lives but I can take her to my house it's just down the street and I know her

Nope that's not happening pls don't let it happen it can't I need my book I need to draw this can not happen

Dix: you need to pretend to be me please it only this once if you don't and you be you they will think I'm a nerd and I'm not

Dixie: dix you can't say that that's out of order

Be quite please I said to them but they kept bickering it was hurting my head

Pixie: I said BE QUITE!!

I sat up no no no I looked around the room I whisperd

Pixie: I said be quite

dix and dixie where quite I couldn't hear them anymore and chase, jayden and the nurse looked at me I made eye contact with jayden I immediately looked down at my hands

Jayden: you OK you passed out

Pixie: I know sh-- I did sorry

Chase: no need to be sorry

Nurse: your mum said she can't pick you up shes in a meeting

Pixie: OK umm I will just walk home

jayden: no it's fine we will take you home

pixie: no I can walk home myself

I got out of my seat and started walking towards the door feeling abit dizzy but I pulled the door and walked out of school I just needed to get home I can't deal with anything right now

I was about to walk out of the gate when someone shouted my name well not mine

Jayden: DIX!! You forgot your skateboard

Jayden runs towards me with chase on his trail I stop so that Jayden can pass me my skateboard well I say mine it's dix's

Jayden: here you go I still think that you should come with us I will drop you off please

Pixie: no it's OK umm I can walk home myself but thanks for the offer

I take the skateboard off jayden

Chase: dix are you OK you just don't seem yourself

Pixie: I'm fine I promise its just that I want to go home