Two Guys, A Girl, and A Baby

Bar night...

In my time of healing, I was thinking on my own.  I think maybe it was time to move on from Michael.  I lost him over a year ago. Maybe I should look for a one night stand to bust these cobwebs in my pants.  I convinced the brothers that I need to try to go to a bar for some socializing. 

I'm not a drinker really so they have never thought to ask me to go to the bar in the past.  I figure this time I can ask to go so I can meet some more people get out of my introvert shell.  It can be lonely with just hunters as your friends.  We go to a local bar in Sioux Falls its not too bad for a bar.  We all start at a table and the brothers order some beers for themselves.  I tell them I'm going to go sit at the bar and see what happens.  Dean gave me the stink eye for some reason. I just ignore his looks at me and sit. 

I know I'm pretty plain as girls go.  Maybe I guy will like my boobs and we can go from there.  I'm sitting at the bar sipping my coke waiting.  It's been an hour, I'm thinking about sitting with the brothers at the pool tables while they hustle but, someone sends me.. me.. a drink. I ask who sends it my way and look over to see a Latino looking man with long dark hair staring back at me.  He looks alright to me so I sit next to him.  We start to talk and flirt a bit.   I find out they we both like comics and Disney.  We hit it off pretty well.  I ask if he wants to go outside and talk some more.  He agrees with a nod of his head. I start to stand when I find Dean behind me. 

"Where you going Y/N?" Dean asks.  I tell him "Outside with this handsome gentleman and maybe his place after" I wink.  Dean becomes very protective and pulls me away from the man. 
"Y/N, you can't just hook up some bimbo at a bar."  he states. 
I ask "why? I deserve to have a one night stand.  You do it all the time." 
Dean tells me,"Actually I haven't been for the past few months because I was scared to ask." 
I say "Ask what?". 
"I was afraid to ask you on a date. I wasn't sure if you were ready." Dean tells me. 
I look at him with shock. "what? you're attracted to ME? That doesn't make a whole lot of sense Dean."  I tell him.   "Y/N, you got to stop being so negative you think so little of yourself.  Your my best friend getting to know you over this past year has lead me to become very attracted to you." Dean finishes.  "UM MM" I mumble.  I was speechless for the moment as he dragged me outside to black beauty.  "I'm so surprised at you and yet I very much attracted to you Dean Winchester. You are above my level when it comes to relationships."  I tell him. 

"There's that negativity hanging it's nasty head." Dean says.  "Sorry, I had a childhood constantly feeling inadequate while being told you can do whatever you want. "  I say.  Finally Dean presses his soft lips against mine out of nowhere as if to shut me up.  I get into the kiss and start to dart my tongue towards his lips.  He opens his mouth and our tongues wrestle in our mouths.  I'm out of breath due to my asthma fucking me over my entire life.  "Woah.." Dean says after.  I nod my head in agreement looking up at his emerald eyes.  I tell Dean that "I'm in need of something else but, I don't want to rush it."  He understands what I'm saying.  He proceeds to ask me on a date as hes says a proper date.  I agree as we go back inside to retrieve Sam from the bar and go home to Bobby's.   

I just keep thinking HOLY FUCKING SHIT DEAN WINCHESTER is in to ME...whats going to happen?  I really hope we can procure some alone time to talk.  I also wonder what would Dean do for a first date.  Had Dean been on first date? Surely he had a real date before he's like seven years older than me.  I confide in Sam about how Dean asked me on a date.  He thought I would be good for Dean. He thought Dean would be good for me too because of my self esteem issues.