Dangerous Love

FIRST MEETINGS

The next day came, I was woken up by the loud sounds of people talking and what seemed to be.. Dishes?

Once I sat up and opened my eye's I had forgotten where I was for a second 'the hell?' I thought as I looked around the room,

I then heard the familiar sound of Shigaraki's voice and immediately knew where I was, calming down as I got up and ruffled my feathers a bit and went to the bathroom to look myself the mirror,

"This is gonna be a long day.." I said, and washed my face to wake up at least a little bit, and walked out of the room after putting my jacket on,

As soon as I walked out of my room, all the commotion stopped and I felt all the League's eye's on me and then they all looked at Shigaraki in confusion, as I just stood there, looking at everyone blankly

The only person I didn't see there of course, was Dabi, I figured he was still out doing stuff or hiding away in his room

Then Shigaraki walked up to me and looked at everyone "ok.. listen up everyone.. Hawks here is joining the League Of Villains.. he's been here since last night, and just because we are Villains doesn't mean we are heartless.. so treat him with respect just like you do everyone else in the League and help him out if he ever needs it.." he said and smiled at me

I was a little shocked, the League really does care about each other, and treats each other like family.. that's something I never saw any of the heroes do.. but enough of that,

I couldn't let my guard down just yet, I was still on a mission after all as a spy for the heroes.. but.. I don't think I would have to worry too much

That's when I heard a familiar voice.. a voice I haven't heard in years 'Touya..?' I asked myself and then I backtracked from that idea a bit 'no.. he's dead.. he died a long time ago..' I looked down at the ground as the tall, dark haired man walked into the room

Dabi looked at me and honestly looked a little shocked that I was actually here, like he knew I was trying to join the League but he didn't think I would actually do it

I looked up to see the burned up male, and saw a smirk plastered on his face, his icy blue eye's glowing a bit under the shadow of his ashy black, raven hair, as he looked me up and down, as if he was trying to read me like a book or something

As a hero, I wouldn't normally like being in a room with a bunch of Villains who could kill me at any moment, but I wasn't worried about the rest of the League

I was more focused on Dabi, seeing as he is the most feared Villain in Japan, and he could burn me alive right here and now if he wanted to, and even though I didn't know much about him, I still knew about how feared he was by others

But I tried not to think about it too much as I heard Shigaraki speak once more "ah! Dabi.. I'm so glad your here.. Hawks is going to be your new partner for missions!"

After hearing that Dabi took a step back, not looking happy about it "what!? No!! I'm not doing that!" He yelled and crossed his arms, looking away and huffed, trying to act tough

I just giggled a little under my breath as I watched him, ok, maybe Dabi wasn't that bad.. but wait.. I giggled at that..?

'Why would I..? It's not like he's cute or handsome.. and really, really.. sexy..' I blushed a little at my thoughts and mentally slapped myself, looking away again 'no! Bad Hawks! You can't think that way, he's a Villain!'

My thoughts raced again and I heard Shigaraki and Dabi arguing and yelling at each other, and my head started going another direction with my thoughts, thinking of my childhood again, and without saying anything I ran back into my room and slammed the door shut, making the other two males stop their yelling match

Staring at my bedroom door in shock, as I tried to calm myself down and relax, but my mind kept racing with bad memories, I don't even know what happened,

it started when I heard loud yelling.. that must have triggered my anxiety..I then closed my eyes and tried to do the breathing thing my therapist taught me to do when I'm having anxiety..

I stayed in my room for hours, not talking to anyone, and I finally came back out later In The late afternoon

Shigaraki was out sitting at the bar and gave me a worried expression as I looked at him and I went and sat next to the crusty man

I watched as Shigaraki set down his drink he had and then stared into my eyes as he looked at me "you alright Hawks..?" He asked me, not breaking eye contact once

It was hard deciding weather to tell him the truth or lie, I couldn't read him at all, he had suck a blank expression on his face, with a hint of worry, so I just nod in response and finally spoke up after a minute or two of silence

"I'm fine.. I promise.." I said looking away a bit, it was obviously a lie, but by how his expression changed, I think he bought it

Then with that our conversation was done, the rest of the day after that going by pretty quickly, I actually really enjoyed myself hanging out with the League, even if they were a bunch of cold blooded killers

I really enjoyed their company and how well they treat each other, they are exactly like a big happy family,

The heroes never treated me this kindly or treated each other like family, it was always work, work, work.. nothing else and the higher-ups always treated the lower class heroes as Pons or treated them badly

Well.. I'm treated so poorly because I legally belong to the government still, used as a weapon for them

The government just uses me like a puppet, and they are pulling the strings, I can't even leave, if I do, or if I become a Villain.. it won't be good..

I would be dead, they put a device in my neck that tracks me, and if I were to become a Villain for real or leave, the government people will push a button that will activate the device and well..

It will explode and immediately kill me.. it's kinda scary to think about, but it's the sad truth of my existence..

But I won't think about that right now, because this day is one of the many days of my time with the League, and I hope I can make the most out of it

As I get to know this weird but also nice group of people, and maybe.. just maybe... become friends with some of them..

But the only problem I face is.. well Dabi, he seems like he's gonna be a tough cookie to crack as Dabi tends to keep to himself a lot

He didn't even like the idea of me being his partner for missions, but I can try to make it work. And I'm hoping he does too, as I'm going to be here for awhile and I want to get to know Dabi a bit more for some reason...

But enough of that.. I'll somehow figure it out with him, and I was looking forward to the following months and weeks of my time here as well

And this marks the very beginning of my stay...