To fall or not to fall

Chapter 11 rewritten

Billie's POV

A month has passed. Nova and me have been talking all the time. Whenever they have time to talk we are on the phone. They have a week off coming up. It's weird FaceTiming them. Not because of anything they do but of the feeling I get when I FaceTime them. 

It's unlike anything I have felt before. I feel warm and like we are the only people on earth. Everything about them is perfect. Every day we talk I keep adding reasons why they are the best person ever. 

"Ay billie I am going to get food you want to come" Finn yelled from his old room. He has been at the house a lot to work on some of his music. "Yea give me a sec to get ready" I yell back.

"Yea take your time" he said. I finished getting ready and walked out to the car with Finn. 

"Sooo you and nova seem to be getting along well" he with a slight smirk on his face. "I mean yea we FaceTime a lot I guess you could say we are pretty close" I said looking at my hands.

"Just close friends?" he said with is eyebrows raised. "I mean yea close enough to where I am going to surprise them next week" I said as my cheeks turned red. 

"You know you can tell me anything" He said taking my hand in his. "Yea of course I do and I am telling you everything" I said looking at him. "No you aren't Billie I know you aren't" he said as if he could read my mind.

"Don't know what to say to Finn I don't even know what I am feeling" I said finally admitting defeat. "I know it's hard but before you do anything you have to figure out what you want Nova is a good person and deserve to be treated good" Finn said as we pulled into the food place. 

"I know I am just confused every time I talk to them I have a warm feeling in my stomach like they are the only person that can make me feel like this" I said looking at Finn. 

"I know billie I can tell every time you talk about them you smile so big" he said pulling me in for a hug. " I will always be here for you ok I love you" he said kissing my forehead. "I love you too Finn" I said as I letting myself fall back into the passenger seat.

When we get home I decided I wanted to call nova. I push their contact. It rings 3 times before Nova's gorgeous face pops up.

 "Hiiii bills I missed you today" they said I just continued to stare at their face. "Hellooo earth to billie" They said waving their hand in front of the camera. "yea yea I am here sorry" I had as I bring myself back to reality. "well anyways how was your day" they asked with their always gorgeous smile on their face. "It was good I just chilled with Finn" I said. 

"Oooo I miss you and Finn so much are you guys coming to my LA show" they said with a silly smile. "I really wish I could but I think I will be out of town" I said with a frown. Little do they know I am faking it all. "Awww I really wanted to see you while I am back in town" They said with a pouty face. 

"I know baby I wish I could be there too but I promise I will see you soon" I said. "ugh its not fare I miss your hugs so fucking much" they tipping fake tears away. "I know I miss your hugs too" I said laughing at their fake pout.

 "God I am so exhausted from today" They said as they yawned. "You should get some rest" I said. "Stay on the phone with me" They said giving me puppy eyes. "Of course angel" I said setting my phone on my dresser. "Good night bills I love you" They said closing their eyes. Weither it was the sleepiness talking or them, when they said those 3 words everything clicked. It all made scenes. 

The question has never been to fall or not to fall. Because I fell for them the very first day I saw them.

END OF CHAPTER