Multiversal travel

Chapter 11

YN's POV

The next week we went over to the avengers tower to talk to Bruce, Wong came with us. "Hey Y/N" Wanda said while hugging me, I flinched I still wasn't used to this type of affection but I hugged her back In comfort. Everyone else said hey to us and we sat down and went to watch the movie they were watching.

After the movie was done Bruce called me and Wong Into that private sound proof room. "So Y/N how you been feeling" he asked "besides the nightmares fine I guess" I said shrugging. "Ah yes the nightmares, Stephen told us about those. Do you normally get those or did they start when you got here" Bruce asked "I've always had them since my mom died" he looked down in sadness.

"Have you been feeling sick or anything like that" I've been feeling really dizzy and nauseous all the time but I didn't think it was important, I don't wanna be a burden to them. "Nope, feeling as healthy as a horse" I said while smiling. "What about mentally?" He asked. "I'm ok"I said still smiling

"Y/N" Wong Said "I'm fine" I said a little louder "sorry" I said while looking down "your safe here you don't need to lie" I sighed "I-I've been going through some things yes, but I'm fine nothing more than what I used to have" I said to Bruce. "as I recall how you were mentally ill in your old universe you had severe depression and anxiety, suicidal thoughts, ran away a lot, and did drugs twice. I don't think that's mentally stable" whoops, he knew it all

I looked down ashamed and guilty "it's ok y/n, we're here to help" he said. I got up and immediately walked out the room slamming the door behind me, I got in the elevator and went to the lobby, ran out, and ran, ran like the wind. I felt like I was back home running from my father once again, running from his abuse.

Tears threatened to run down my cheeks, I could hear yelling from the tower but I just kept running and running till my legs gave out. I fell to the ground in an abandoned alley and just cried my eyes out. I thought I was safe here but I can never be safe with everyone knowing my past, everyone knows I'm weak, worthless, helpless, a burden,  ruthless, attention seeker, someone people pity, a mistake.

All I Wanted more that anything right now was to see my brother. I missed him so much, I missed his jokes, I missed his cuddles, our secret handshake, us training, him defending me, I missed it all. I even missed when we would argue sometimes. I cried even harder
Maybe if I died it would bring me back to my universe
Maybe if I killed my self I'll be able to see Alex
If I just cut one more time I'll feel better
Maybe if I cut deep enough I'll see him
If I go deep enough I'll forget about dads abuse and hate
I should just kill my self.

Alex's POV (in his universe)

It's been almost a month since Y/N went missing, we checked FIDA's security cameras a few hours after she went missing.

The security cameras

she was sleeping watching M.o.M, then she woke up in a jolt scared of something. She stood up and couldn't even keep her balance. "FIDA?" She yelled, FIDA didn't respond which was weird. "Dad? Alex?" She yelled.

It looked as if she were shaking like she was in an earth quake, she had to use her powers on something above her. She fell to the ground yelling and she used her powers again. The security cameras glitched and were turned off for not even 10 seconds.

She was gone.

Back to Alex's POV

Dad and I had searched the whole city, the police had looked over the security systems over and over. FIDA has never ever glitched like that without being hacked. "FIDA why didn't you respond to Y/N" "it appears she wasn't calling for me directly and I wasn't able to reach her. She was not in the right mind" sister shook.

I went around the city at least 3 times with my super speed and I even went to that bridge where her and Bean would always be. She wasn't there, she wasn't anywhere she just disappeared. I broke down on the road above the bridge, I fell to the ground and let it all out.

I missed my sister, I missed her jokes, I missed her cuddles, I missed her voice, her laugh, her care, her empathy, and I missed how she would always eat pop tarts for breakfast. Never cereal, never a bagel, never anything but pop tarts.

She didn't eat that much though. She had anorexia and Bulimia which always made me sad, I hated it when she would look down at her hands in guilt when she ate. She needed to eat she was skinny enough and dad wasn't helping her at all with his shitty parenting.

I haven't talked to dad once since she disappeared, he didn't really care that she was gone. All he's been doing is drinking though, I get he was grieving about my mom and his wife but cmon seriously your gonna stop loving your kids, the only thing you have left and choose alcohol over us?

If I had the strength like Y/N to runaway, I would've done it a while ago. But I can't run away without her, I can't leave her in this shithole. I went to my room, locked the door and packed a bag. I packed some clothes, my charger, energy drinks, phone, and a picture of me, mom, Y/N, and Dad from when mom was still alive and dad actually loved us.

"FIDA tell dad to fuck off once I leave the building please" "yes sir, but you seem to be having an anxiety attack. Do you want to do some quick breathing" "no thank you FIDA I have to get going" I swear i heard her sigh.

I left the building and I swear I heard dad scream, I sped away knowing he could fly. I went into an alley in Queens and just cried my eyes out. Did I just run away?

Stephens POV

I heard the door open and I turned around, Y/N did not look happy at all "Y/N" Bruce yelled after her. She ran to the elevator on the verge of tears. We all stood up "what happened bruce?" I asked "I think he touched pain that shouldn't of been touched" Wong said "she said she was feeling the same mentally as before she came to this multiverse and well that's not very healthy cause she was suicidal and did drugs" Bruce said while putting his hands on his temples.

We all ran downstairs "Yn!" We yelled while she ran off. "Dammit" I said "great going Bruce, Just lost my second kid" I said before walking back into the building. I saw Pietro zoom off, "Stephen it'll be ok we'll find her" Nat said while rubbing my back. "She's not like any other kid Nat, she's powerful and she's not in control. She could end this multiverse for heavens sake. If one thing goes wrong we could all die" Nat sighed "Stephen just breath it'll be ok Pietro is looking for Y/N and everyone else if about to go out looking for her too"

I smiled at her before hugging her, I didn't get a lot but I felt like crying at this instant. Tony used his iron man suit to see if he can find her, Steve and Bucky used their motorcycles, Clint and Nat looked from the roof tops, Rhodes and Wilson were also in the air. Bruce was inside with America and Wanda and Peter babysitting them so they didn't go looking for her or end the world with her. Scott was with Wilson so he was flying too, Carol was also flying, and everybody else was doing what they do best.

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