I love him. I love him. I love him. But does he love me
"Y/N we can't keep doing this.'' He argued "Aaron I'm sorry.'' I cried back "Y/N I'm sorry but I can't sit back and act like everything is ok between us because it's not. I love you so much that it hurts but we can't keep walking around when everything isn't fine.'' He said "So I guess this is goodbye.'' I sniffed "I'm sorry, but I will always love you,'' Aaron replied
He pulled my waist towards him and kissed me. I deepened the kiss wrapping my arms around his neck. He lifted me off the ground carrying me to the bedroom. "Goodbye sex?" I asked "Yep" He whispered
He set me down on the floor pressing kisses to my neck. He pulled off my turtleneck leaving me in my bra and jeans. He got on his knees pulling off my jeans. He looked at me while pulling my underwear off.
"Aaron,'' I whispered "Shh, I want to do it the right one. I'm going to show you how much I truly love you.'' He said
Parting my folds he licked a stripe up taking my clit in his mouth. Passionately making out with my pussy brought me to my first orgasm of the night. He lifted his body staring at me. Pulling off his clothes he grabbed my neck and thrust into me without warning. Immediately I wrapped my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. Gripping onto my thighs he pushed faster and harder—the room filled with our moans and groans. "Aaron." I whimpered "I know, I know." He whispered
Pushing harder into me he let out a groan in my ear. "Shit Y/N.'' He whispered his thrusts faltering "I'm gonna cum.'' I moaned out "Me too.'' He groaned I brought one hand to his holding it steady. He stared into my eyes and I brought him in for a kiss. Pushing into me once more we both let out a loud moan reaching our highs and him helping me ride it out. He pulled out of me grabbed a cold cloth and cleaned us both up. He slipped his clothes back on and grabbed his bag he would leave over my place from time to time. I walked him to the door and he grabbed his shoes.
"I'm sorry,'' I said "It's not your fault." He weakly smiled
6 WEEKS LATER
Today marked six weeks since Aaron and I broke up. For the first 2 weeks, I cried and ate junk food. For the next 4 weeks, I spent those days moving out and moving into a much better apartment complex. I hadn't met my neighbor yet but people said he recently broke up with someone and he took it hard. At first, I thought it was Aaron but he never said he lived in this complex. I was getting ready for a doctor's appointment since I had been feeling a little off the past couple of weeks.
"Alright Y/N scoot down a bit and open those legs.'' My doctor said Scooting down she added some gel to the wand and moved around my womb. "Y/N when was the last time you were sexually active?" She asked concerned "About six weeks ago. Why?" I asked "Because you're pregnant.'' She smiled "What,'' I yelled "Look at the monitor that's your baby as tiny as it is that's your baby.'' She smiled "I can't have a baby I'm not equipped for that shit,'' I yelled "Listen everything will be ok.'' She reassured
I cleaned myself up and she discharged me. I walked upstairs to my apartment before seeing Aaron standing in front of my door. He looked terrible. He had sweats and a sweatshirt, his hair was disheveled and his eyes were bloodshot and red probably from crying. My heart broke at the sight.
"Aaron,'' I whispered "Hi.'' He smiled sadly "This is probably the best time to say I miss you a lot and I made a giant mistake. I wasn't planning on breaking up with you that day I was planning on asking you to marry me." He chuckled before sniffling I dropped my things and enveloped him in a hug. He wrapped his arms around me and cried softly. I slowly grabbed my things and opened the door. I walked him into my room and laid down. He settled down on my stomach crying softly. "Shh I know I know," I whispered stroking his hair "Marry me." He choked out "What?" I questioned "Marry me. I love you and I can't live without you so marry me." He said looking into my eyes "Aaron I do I love you so much and I can't live without you either but it's not that simple I'm pregnant," I whispered "A baby?" He asked "Yeah." I looked down "All the more reason for you to move in with me and marry me." He smiled He lifted my shirt and kissed my stomach "Hi, it's your dad. I just want you to know how much I love you and your momma." He smiled "Aaron it's not that simple. I'm not ready to have a baby I wasn't even going to tell you I was going to get an abortion." I said "You were gonna get rid of the baby.'' He whispered "Yeah,'' I said "Are you fucking kidding me?" He yelled "Aaron.'' I started "No why can't you just let me make you happy? Marrying me and having my kid is so hard for you isn't it.'' He asked "No, it's not I love you so much I'm just not equipped to have a kid," I said "Let me help you. You love me I love you. Let's just be together." He smiled "Ok." I laughed "We're having a baby?" He chuckled "We're having a baby." I smiled
