"When are you coming home?" I asked
"We are in the middle of surgery and your gonna ask me this," Alexandria said
"You haven't been home in weeks Alexandria. I miss you. I don't understand what I did wrong." I retorted
"Your angry because I said I didn't want a baby. I don't with my part I'm scrubbing out. Brooks let's go Ross stay here and help." She said
"You can't run away from this conversation forever Sandra," I yelled
"I can and stop calling me Sandra you know I hate that name." She said back before leaving
"Clamp" I sighed out
Let me catch you up.
I'm Aaron Hotchner Chief of Orthopedics
My wife is Alexandria Hotchner Chief of Cardio, General Surgeon, and Chief of Trauma.
Owen hunt and Teddy Altman left to go back to Baghdad. Maggie and Winston went to Boston. Amelia and Derek on both the Chiefs of Neuro and Meredith is the chief of general.
I met Alexandria on my first day and she absolutely despised me but I was hypnotized by her. I talked her into going out with me eventually. Later on, we got married and became a happy couple until a few weeks ago we had a giant falling out about kids. She packed her things up and stayed at Meredith and Derek's. It has been week 4 of her not being home. She has decided to co-exist peacefully. Bull fucking shit. I miss my wife. I miss her kisses, her laugh, and the way her nose scrunched up when she is trying to concentrate. I fucking miss her.
"I'm done here. Ross closes up while I do notes." I said scrubbing out
I left and grabbed a tablet to make my post-op notes.
"Hotchner." I heard yelling
"Richard," I said
"I need your help with a patient. She can't feel her leg." He said
"Let's go. Tell Ross when he gets out to finish these up please." I said to the nurse
"Yes, doctor." She replied
Oh how I miss my wife𝗔𝗹𝗲𝘅𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗮 𝗣𝗢𝗩
I miss him don't get me wrong. I just don't know how I'm supposed to tell my husband I'm not ready to have kids because my ex ruined that for me. I had an ex named Elijah. Long story short he had anger issues and took them out on me. Hated me because I spent too much time at the hospital. Pushed himself on me for sex and when I was too tired to fight back he would handcuff me and do it over and over. When I found out I was pregnant I wasn't that ecstatic and neither was he. He was fucking pissed. He beat me till I miscarried. I swore I would never let that happen to me again. So when I met Aaron and he treated me so kindly I was scared. I haven't felt that kind of love before and it freaked me out. But Derek and Amelia reassured me that's what love feels like. Not everyone knows this but Derek and Amelia are my siblings. Derek is my big brother and Amelia is my little sister. Out of all of us it goes, Derek, Alexandria, Amelia, and Cathy. Anyway, I think I'm gonna go home today. I miss his warm cuddles. His smile. His deep voice when he wakes up. The way he nuzzles his face in my neck when he's sleeping. And his dick. God, I miss his dick. But don't tell him I said that. Granted Aaron and Derek did build a house for us right next to theirs. But it's not finished yet so we have been staying in a little house about 20 minutes away from Derek's. Its lease is up in 3 months which is when the house will be done. I have been very horny for the past week. I should go home. I'm gonna go home.
Alex." I heard yelling
"Huh," I said
"I've been calling your name for the past 3 minutes," Bailey yelled
"Sorry Bailey. What's up?" She asked
"Before you go home today can you check on these two patients?" She asked
"Sure. If you let me scrub in on your Whipple." I said
"Curse you Alexandria Hotchner." She said
"Deal," I asked
"Deal." She sighed
I scrubbed in on the Whipple and checked mine and baileys patients before heading to Meredith and Derek's house.
"Hey, Alex." Mer greeted
"Hey Mer. Brother." I glanced
"Wow, Alexandria no nice hello brother how was your day." He gasped
"Oh fuck off," I said flipping him off
I went into my room and cleaned it up. I changed the sheets and packed all my clothes. I grabbed my stuff out of the bathroom and set it all by the door. I have my kisses for Meredith, Zola, and Amelia. Derek got a smack on the head.
"I'll miss you too Alex." He smiled rubbing his head
I shook my head before grabbing my bag and keys. I put my bag in the passenger seat and drove home. I pulled up and grabbed my bag. I knocked on the door since I gave him back the key which was fucking stupid because it's cold as shit out here and he is slow as fucking molasses.𝗔𝗮𝗿𝗼𝗻 𝗣𝗢𝗩
I heard a knock on the door so I set my book down and pulled off the blanket. I opened the door to see my wife shivering.
"Your home." I gasped
"Yeah, can I come in it's fucking freezing out here?" She smiled
I ushered her in and grabbed her bag. I set it down and she enveloped me in a hug. I grabbed the back of her thighs and lifted her up. She wrapped her legs around me and hugged me tighter. Eventually, we both pulled away and I set her down.
"We need to talk." She said
We walked to the living room as she took off her coat and shoes.
"I'm gonna tell you why I'm scared to have kids." She said𝗔𝗹𝗲𝘅𝗮𝗻𝗱𝗿𝗶𝗮 𝗣𝗢𝗩
I told him everything. He looks pale now.
"Aaron are you ok," I asked
"I'm so sorry you went through that my love. Trust and believe I want to kill him now." He said
"It's ok I'm over it. I'm just scared I can't carry a baby because of that." I said
"I'm sorry and I shouldn't have pushed you. I should've waited till you were ready to tell me." He said
"It's ok. I kinda like the idea of a mini Hotchner running around here." I smiled
He laughed before lifting me up and setting me on his lap. Wrapping my arms around his neck and legs around his waist.
"We most definitely need to catch up," I smirked
"What do you have in mind?" He asked
"Follow me and you'll find out," I said
Grabbing his hand I led him upstairs to our room. Opening the door before pulling him and closing it. Lifting me up he started kissing my neck and fell on the bed.