Dangerous fellows, Ethan X Reader

'Love' Chapter 22

                  Ethans pov

Why am I such a bad boyfriend

My eyes widened as he said this. Y/N thinks he's a bad boyfriend!? If anything I'm the worst boyfriend ever for accusing him of murder and being terrified of him.

"Hey you are not a bad boyfriend!" I yelled at him.

He snapped out of his trance and looked at me, he was surprised to see me next to him.

"Listen if anything I'm the bad boyfriend, I mean you've risked your life for me and the group so many times and yet we still don't trust you and I can't even admit that we're in a relationship to other people!" I yelled at him again and he just looked at me blankly.

"Your right to not trust me, and about you not being able to tell others about about our relationship, it's honestly fine. Your not comftable with telling others so why would it be an issue?" Y/N said and held my hand.

I saw his cheeks tint of red and I laughed to myself about it, even with everything going on he's still as shy as ever.

"Listen I know I scared you back at the pharmacy, I'm sorry, but when he hurt you he just needed to pay" Y/N said.

"But with death? Im sure we could have just knocked him out, was there really a need to kill him?" I said trying not to yell it.

He stayed silent and let go of my hand, shoot I made him feel bad again. He got up and started to leave the classroom, I quickly rushed over to his side and grabbed his hand again. Y/N looked confused but just stayed in place.

"I just wanted to protect you, you don't understand how much I love you Ethie, I would kill anyone who liked or laid a hand on you" Y/N said with a glare.

My mouth blurted it out before I could help myself.

"like Hailey..." I said.

He looked at me and nodded. How could he be so calm about this! He just admitted to murder!

"I killed her because she loved you, I couldn't have that" He laughed. 

I slowly backed away from him but he grabbed both of my hands in an iron grip, this is the same strength as the figure that night...

"Why won't you understand! I love you and everyone else is getting in the way!" He yelled at me, the look of murder held in his gaze.

I was frozen in fear and honesty a bit of admirement, while his crazy side is absolutely terrifying, i am absolutely astonished he would kill anyone just for me.

"Y/N please stop..." I said quietly but he didn't hear me.

"All throughout highschool I hurt anyone who made you sad, I hurt anyone who flirted with you, but when someone hurts you I murder them." Y/N said coldly.

I was full on shaking and my brain wasn't functioning, it felt like an eternity before he continued.

"Lawrence was just a ploy in my plan, he did the dirty work for me by killing the others, he specifically did the worst on scarlet because I had asked for it" he said, disgust in his voice.

"I had to make sure I was careful around him when I was with you because I knew he would murder you if he had the chance" He continued.

It was getting hard to breathe, this was all to much to handle. My boyfriend, the person I trusted and loved is a full on psychopath! I didn't know what to do, Y/N had me pinned against the wall with my hands in an iron grip.

I was about to yell out to the others when Y/N locked his lips with mine. I was shocked but melted into the kiss, wait what was I doing! I know he's a murder and yet I'm still kissing him!?

His grip around my hands came of, I should take this as a chance to escape. But instead my arms wrap around his neck! It's like my brain and heart are completely against eachother and won't listen. My brain says run but my heart says otherwise!

Our kiss is interrupted by a slide of the door, me and Y/N look over to the door where a flustered Eugene is standing.

"Geez guys, get a room" Eugene jokes.

Yes another person! I can ask him to help me! But why won't my stupid mouth move!

"Sorry Eugene" Y/N says and he let's go of me.

The warmth of his touch still lingers on my body and makes shivers go up my spine.

"Well if you 2 are done we have to discuss something in the meeting tomorrow if that's alright?" Eugene says and looks at Y/N.

"what's up?" Y/N questioned.

"A few soldiers came and put up this poster about a safe zone, with a little map to the location" he explains.

Y/N and me were shocked to say the least.

"while that is incredible news we still have to consider if its a trap, I've seen a group of cannibals luring what's left of the alive people with traps like this" Y/N said and put his hand in his chin.

"Are you positive it was soldiers?"Y/N asked.

"Yeah zion recognised their badge mark as well" Eugene said.

Y/N sighed and thought hard, meanwhile I was still stuck in the place where me and him were making out. I exited the classroom unnoticed and ran to my room. I shut the door and leaned against it, what the hell just happened!? 1, Y/N is a psychopathic yandere for me, 2, I still kissed him 3, why am I not telling the others!

Then there was a knock at my door, my shaky hands slid the door open and to my surprise it was Sue. I took a sigh of relief and stepped to the side allowing her to enter.

"I saw what happened in 1-C..."Sue said.

I nodded my head and sat down on a desk, Sue explained that we need to get to that safe zone immediately but then she explained something else...

"We will have to leave Y/N behind" Sue said.

"NO!" I yelled at her.

She was surprised but quickly caught back her composure.

"He is a murderer, a psychopath! We can't take the risk of letting him come with us" Sue yelled back.

I was about to yell back but I was starting to feel sleepy, I could see Sue was also the same. Then I realised gas was coming in the room fast, I rushed to open the door but it was locked. My vision was going blury and I collapsed to the floor.

The last thing I heard before I fell unconscious was the open of the door and me being picked up and carried away...