Between two fires

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Charles Leclerc

I have always wanted a life where I am free from everyone. Where they don't want to regulate me, control me and I can be happy. I had everything. I had brothers, I had a father, I had al godfather and I had friends. There was a girl who always watched me. A girl with big eyes, long blonde hair, always shining in the sun. Every summer we bathed together on the most wonderful beach in Monaco and built sandcastles together. We grown up together. We became human and adults together, of course. This girl changed a lot in one summer. She became a very beautiful girl. She has become very desirable. I started to like that girl. Her smile was my dope every single day. Sophie's smile. Then one day, when I came home from a run, I decided that I couldn't wait any longer. I want the girl. I want to feel her. I want her. Then it happened. Then I left, ran away from Sophie. I ran away from my feelings. I was afraid, afraid to love someone again. By the time I got back, Sophie was no longer mine. She wasn't mine anymore...
She disappeared from my life for at least 4 months and I couldn't think of anything but Sophie. I was overcome by fear and despair. I longed for the girl..... But she was nowhere to be found. She reappeared. His eyes were clear. She was afraid, worried about me. She said dhe misses me. This is what Sophie said. But I sent her. I sent her...which I've been regretting ever since

So this is how it all began and this is how it ended. With suffering

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Sophie Fisher

Charles fell into a coma. I didn't go home, I sat there all night in the hospital's waiting area until they brought Charles out of the operating room. When I finally gathered enough strength to look at the boy, I stood up and went inside. He lay with his eyes closed. I pulled the chair next to the bed and started talking to him about all kinds of shit. I was just talking

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You know Charles. I love you. I have always loved you. But not like now. Much more. I had an ideal when I was a child, it was just like you. Because it was you. I fell in love with your looks first. In those beautiful eyes of yours, then in your hands and then in your hair. I love it when you apply hair gel to your hair. That's when you shine and are much, much more desirable. Then I fell in love with your personality. That your family is more important than anything else. That you are able to put your mother before yourself. We were always together, but you didn't notice it. We grew up together, but you didn't realize that I had a crush on you. But you didn't notice what Arthur thought of me either.
He was the little boy in the family. Arthur always looked up to you, but you trampled him. But I'm not here to blame you right now. I have no reason to do so. I only want to be with you. Charles! You need to wake up. Life is ahead of us. Charles....I want a child from you. That was all I wanted. A family we build together...

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I took the boy's hand. I could feel the machines working. Charles is not dead...he still has life force in him. You need to wake up...
When I left it, it was already dawn. I relied on those who stayed there like Pierre. They also brought hot chocolate and food. We talked and got to know each other even better. At the beginning, when I didn't know F1 yet, I didn't think that we would have such a good friendship with your son. We also had a good laugh, which was really good.

Then I went back to the hotel. I lay down in my bed and fell asleep. I woke up around 12 when someone was knocking on my door

- I'm coming -  I shouted. I opened the door and George was standing in front of me, with Lando next to him

- I hope we woke you up - the boys said, and I just gave them disapproving looks

- What's wrong ? What is the reason for the visit?

- Charles is in a coma. You alone. I can't allow you to be alone now that I dragged you here from London - said Lando

- But I'm not alone. After all, I have to go back to the hospital today - I put my hand in front of my mouth. Then on my stomach. I was hungry.

- Let's have lunch together first - George took my hand and looked at me in such a way that I couldn't say no. I got dressed and went down to the restaurant with the boys.

- Tell me how you met Charles. Because you know, ever since we saw you and him together in Belgium, it really seemed like you adored each other -  said Lando

- Well,  I spent every summer with them since we were little. With Charles and Arthur. It was kind of a tradition.

- And Charles was always the number one boy in your life. Am I right? - George asked, biting into his hamburger

- Would you be allowed to eat this? - I asked a little teasingly

- I see you got up with your left foot

- My friend's future is at stake, it's good that I'm nervous

- Guys. Relax - Lando said.
I looked at the boy who accepted my victory with a smile. Then my phone rang

- Hey Pierre, where did you get my phone number -  I asked laughing, then the grin froze on my face

Charles woke up.

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