My Only Light //Fillie//

Chapter 12 //Plans//

Millie's POV:

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Ah, shoot. How are we going to solve this problem.

"Finn, Mille, Me and Ryan came up with plans to deal with all of this. " Melanie said.

"We've came up with a lot of plans , if you two would like too keep your relationship private or public. " Ryan says.

Melanie nodded. "Mhm. Although we have too ask you questions. "

Finn nodded as I say "ok."

"Ok, well, when did your relationship start? "She says.

" About 1 week and 3 days ago, a day before going to Paris. " Finn says.

"Ok, when did you two become close, close. " She says.

"Uhm. A few weeks ago. " I say.

"Okay." She says.

"We have both plans. If you want it public, you have to face all these consicuenses, these fans and your friends and uhm Millie's---" She says cutting her words off.

I knew what she ment by it. My family. Especially my parents. They are too strict over my career. Especially my dad.

"Well, if you still want in private, you two are going to pretend that something exiting happened and that's why you two hugged. But you two can't reveal the reason why you two hugged. Because that will be another story. " Ryan says.

"What about the part where me and Millie cuddled? " Finn says.

"Oh, that's going to be difficult. " Melanie said.

"Either way, public or private, you still have to make consicuenses to all of this. And it is your decisions if you want to tell your close friends or not. " Melanie said.

"And can I say something? I'm going to speak as a close friend and not a manager ok? Y'all got caught easily. And y'all made it serious for what? 1 week and so. Ok! Ok! it's not y'alls fault it's the one who took that picture." Ryan said smiling.

"Oh, ye.. Have you got a lead on who the person is? " I say.

"Not yet, But don't worry. We got this. " Melanie said.

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I jump in bed with a sigh. Noah came to talk about everything and cheer me up.

"I just can't believe all this! And our dare not tell me?! I can't believe this! " He said with a fake eye roll.

"Ughhh" I say.

"Girl, you know what. Let me be your therapist. A gay one. I'm going to act like a gay therapist. And I haven't seen or heard about a gay therapist so I'll be the first one. " Noah says.

"Uhm? Ok I guess. " I say sitting down. As he got a piece of paper and a pen in my drawer.

"Mk, so tell me all the detail. " He says tapping the pen.

"You already know. " I say with a bothered face.

"Ok, ok, chill. Are you going to keep your relationship private or public? " He asks.

"Me and Finn still don't know. " I say.

"Oh, mk. I'm going to ask a big question........ Do you love him? " He asks.

My eyes we're wide. Do I love him?

"We... Didn't say that to each other yet" I say.

"Yes, you haven't and he hasn't but do you? Im your bestie and therapist. So don't worry to tell. " He says.

"Uhm...... Y-yes..... Maybe...... " I say whispering.

"Aha! I knew it! I knew it!... I-I mean uh.. Ok ok . " Noah says with a smirk as I roll my eyes.

"Ok, so if you 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 this guy but you don't want to show it then keep it private. If you keep your relationship private it doesn't mean you don't love him. And if you want you can make it public. Do it for you and Finn. You tell yourself that 𝘩𝘮𝘮 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘣𝘰𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘯? . Well both. Don't do it for the paparazzi the fans or other people, do it for yourself and Finn. " Noah says with a soft smile.

"Your right.... Thanks Noah. " I say.

I'm going to ask him a big question. Ugh I don't know if I should say it.

"Noah? How can you tell that a person loves someone like 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 way? " It slipped out of my mouth.

"Oh! Well! I haven't uhm experienced loving someone as a couple but ok! " He says.

"Well, probably you will get butterflies in your stomach, You feel like you could burst when your with that person. It could be different with her or him. You feel like he or she is the one. Your heart beats. If he or she could kiss you your heart beat will be fast and you will feel amazed. "

"Thats all I know. I haven't experienced it so I don't know most of it. "

I experienced all those stuff when I'm with Finn.

Do I 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 him?

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