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Obsession

Y/n's POV:

I feel my eyes stinging, perhaps it's the odd concoction of the bright light and the tears of yesterday,

I am laid on the bed, covered vigilantly, as my eyes then shift to Rafe who is sleeping on the chair next to the bed,

His top buttons open, his shirt ruffled in a mess and his hair messy,

He looks exhausted even in his sleep,

I shift up, memories of yesterday flood in, tears and anger are indistinguishable, making me lost in my own emotions,

My head spinning as I see Rafe suddenly open his eyes and look at me,

Yes, anger is definitely the first emotion,

I get up, throwing a pillow at his head, making him wince,

'You dickhead-you fucking bastard-' I exclaim, throwing everything I can find nearby me,

He gets up, much taller than me,

I forgot that he towers over me, making the things I throw at him feel like feathers to him,

He comes closer to me, trying to calm me down, but I don't budge,

I keep hitting at his chest as he embraces me with his hands, his palm over my hair, slowly trying to soothe me,

Tears begin to trail, yes, that's sadness now,

'How dare you, it's unfair, you're a twat-you're a-you-' I stumble over my words, he pulls me closer to his chest,

I inhale his familiar scent,

'You said you'd let me explain yesterday, please Y/n, I have to.' He whispers, bending lower to my ear,

I step away, I hate that I love him,

I hate him for making me melt simply by touching me,

I hate him so-so fucking much for having such an effect on me,

He makes me feel so vulnerable when it comes to us, when it comes to his hands being wrapped around me,

Dickhead.

'Fine, you've got three minutes.' I say, crossing my arms,

His eyes shift to my body language,

My arms crossed, eyebrow arched and jaw tense,

He nods and steps closer,

I don't move,

'Y/n...yes, yes initially it was a dare, but, I'd be a liar if I said that it wasn't intentional. It wasn't to prove that I could have you, because I would get on my fucking knees to beg for you to stay, to be with me, to not leave me. I have loved you ever since I saw you, and this was an opportunity for me to try and have you. I forgot that it was a dare as soon as I met your eyes, it wasn't a dare anymore since then Y/n...it was never a dare...'

'What was it then?'

'It was...it was an obsession, I needed you more than oxygen, I needed you in my arms, I needed my head between your legs...'

I gulp, feeling the air get tenser, feeling my legs squeeze together from the sensation, fuck, he is so irresistible, the way he looks,

The way he feels, the way he talks,

The way his voice is hoarse from the tears, from the yelling,

The way his shirt is so messy, the way I can see his collarbones,

His arms flexing under the shirt, his muscles,

'I wanted you so bad Y/n, it became a fucking obsession...'

I tilt my head, his eyes landing on my thighs that are squeezed, his eyes remain there for a second, his eyebrows arching as his eyes land back on me,

'Show me then.' I say firmly,

'Show what?'

'How obsessed you are with me.' I confirm,

He does not hesitate, at all,

He nods and...

Rafe fucking Cameron gets on his knees in front of me,

He looks up at me afterwards,

His jaw tense,

'You know that I would never do that to anyone except you darling.' He whispers,

I come closer to him, using my index finger, I tilt his head higher, looking down at me,

'I know.' I reply, satisfied,

This feels amazing.

He smirks up at me, seeing how the tension has shifted,

He uses his hands and wraps them around my ass, pulling me even closer,

His lips then touch my knee, planting soft kisses on my bare skin,

I let out a gasp, watching him be on his knees and please me...from below,

His eyes look up at me, gauging my face,

'Y/n...you have to tell me now, do you want this?'

'I want this more than anything Rafe, please, don't stop.' I gasp, grasping onto his hair for support,

He smiles at me and begins to kiss higher up my thigh,

His tongue drawing upwards,

I am in a long shirt that covers me up to my knee,

He lifts it up as he goes up my leg,

I let out a moan of his name,

'Oh fuck say it again, I've missed how beautiful your voice is...especially when moaning my name.' He whispers against my skin, sending shivers down my spine,

'Rafe-' I moan again, holding onto his shoulders, my head craned back,

He moves higher and higher until he reaches the inside of my thigh,

He parts my legs slightly, one of his arms still on my ass, squeezing it periodically, giving more sensation and balancing my weakening legs,

Moving higher...